My mum (and it makes me bitter to call her mum as she hasnt ever been that to me) is very jealous of my dad and me, she owns my dad, she commands him and if I try and get attention of him as she ignored me all through my child hood and told me to go away when ever I needed attention. So dad I went to he was more understanding and I wasnt embarrassed to tell him stuff he cared. She hates this. Always says I drive a wedge between her and dad and always getting dad on my side, I aint having a war on affection from dad but she makes it out thats thats what i am at some war??? because dad sticks up for me to when she is being unreasonable she blames me. She cant take the blame for anything she never has and never will. I have seen her throw her dinner around me just for walking in a room because she cant stand the sight of me, blame me on the abuse my ex gave me and just be nasty. I missed scans with william over her and she had me and my dad fal out not so long ago as she was deleting stuff off his phone without telling him and they where important messages. My dad cant even come here really, she sits in car with face on her if he puts his foot down and gets me meds. Its ok for my 32 year old brother who lives off them for free to ask for everything from clothes to free meals but me getting a lift to the docs or hospital is a NO NO to her. She just shouts they have better things to do. My sister is worse! cant have my dad any where near my son, she also runs dad, like a carbon copy of my mum she is only more violent. My dads and my relationship has suffered over this but seems to bounce back, he is stuck in the middle rushing about and meant to be retired where she spends all his money in shops and hols.
everyone feels sorry for my dad they really do. he pays for all of them down in that house who do nothing but give him grief and rush him about.
I do not intend to practise my mums way of parenting which is why she dosnt agree with anything I do, not even have a toy cupboard for my son or let him play with a toy in the living room. I do not know why she bothered to have children or at least any after my brother as she has him wrapped in cotton wool and he is nasty and has them wrapped around his finger of black mail where he lives off my dad. Thank god I was chucked out at 17 where I was just ignored a lot before that i may have turned out a lot differently.
everyone feels sorry for my dad they really do. he pays for all of them down in that house who do nothing but give him grief and rush him about.
I do not intend to practise my mums way of parenting which is why she dosnt agree with anything I do, not even have a toy cupboard for my son or let him play with a toy in the living room. I do not know why she bothered to have children or at least any after my brother as she has him wrapped in cotton wool and he is nasty and has them wrapped around his finger of black mail where he lives off my dad. Thank god I was chucked out at 17 where I was just ignored a lot before that i may have turned out a lot differently.
although i did look 
think i'll get cracking very soon to buy the rest of what i need!!
Roll on Wednesday when the engineer comes out, OH is away all week so just me and the dog and no tv 
