Thanks girls! I've had a day full of major breakdowns - sobbing my eyes out. I've learned that what baby is doing is cluster feeding (daddiesgift - sounds like what your first was doing, maybe?)... where he will feed pretty much constantly during certain times of the day (which for him, is in the middle of the night). If I tried to do the 20 minute rule, he'd just scream until he got boob again.... I've tried, and nothing but more milk will satisfy.
I've spent the day topless applying breast milk and lanolin throughout the day, and I pumped for the first 3 feedings to give myself a break. This evening is better so far, and I've fed on one breast without major pain, but I'm scared to death of what tonight will bring.
Oh - and I tried the shield, but noticed baby wasn't latching on that properly, so I don't want to encourage an improper latch while on the breast (battling bottle feeding is bad enough).
SO - I'm just telling myself that it'll get better and I'm taking it an hour at a time at this point.
It seems we had a bunch of babies born all in a row and now we've hit a dry spell for a few days. Who's going to be next?!
only had one contraction during the CTG and this time she slept the whole time too so they woke her up to get her moving a bit lol. 
I'm very excited too... I'm feeling a bit anxious. Part of me is beyond happy to have an end date and the other really hopes he comes on his own before then so I get the "full experience". It's a wild mix of emotions, but the main thing is I'm so ready to meet him finally 
I bought some nipple shields this time so let me know how that goes!!
he said we check next Wednesday if I've progressed then I can be induced the 26th (day after due date) how can I get this cervix open!! I feel I'm trying everything guess ill start walking and sexing more. How can I have a baby at 37+2 weeks then go over due with the next?! Lame!!
