Numb....lost....I can't lose my baby :'(

[robyn1990]

So so so so sorry hun
big hugs
XXXXXXX

 

[avapopsmum]

I'm so sorry to hear about what you're going through. I lost my baby boy at 21 weeks after my 20 week scan showed he had no kidneys and no fluid around him. We were also told our baby had no chance of survival so made the heartbreaking decision to terminate. It's a decision that no mummy should ever have to make. He was so loved and so wanted but I couldn't bare the thought that he would suffer any longer. I just want you to know that you and your baby girl are in my thoughts and prayers. I feel so sad that another mummy is going through this pain.

 

[amygwen]

I am so sorry to hear

 

[Tasha]

I am so sorry.

 

[Cheska]

So very sorry. Lots of hugs to you xxx

 

[3xscharmer]

So very sorry, wish no-one ever had to go through this pain, sending lots of love your way

 

[TJMYANGEL]

im so sorry to here the news hun xxx

 

[Maxparedesmom]

im so sorry i just lost my baby 12/20/12 i know how hard it can be ..

 

[houli1983]

So sorry to hear about your baby

 

[cherrylee]

I'm so sorry, hugs.

 

[donna779]

I'm so sorry

 

[Andypanda6570]

Just thinking about you, how are you doing? Please update when you can..
Sending much love

 

[brandiw]

Just thinking about you, how are you doing? Please update when you can..
Sending much love

I am doing about the same. I go for another ultrasound tomorrow to check on Miss Maddy....I am terrified. I have a gut feeling that we will be told something significant....I just don't know what, if it will be good or bad. Of course my worst fear is being told her heart has stopped....I am just not ready to hear that. But then again....I will never be ready to hear that.

I will definitely update after my u/s tomorrow

 

[brandiw]

I just wanted to add....I changed my profile picture to my little sweetheart, my Madelyn Rael I just had to show off my little beauty. I LOVE how her hands are up by her mouth....I am so so in love with her....

I sure hope you can see the picture, and my little princess

 

[Tasha]

I can see it and she is beautiful. Will vbe thinking of you x

 

[Andypanda6570]

I just wanted to add....I changed my profile picture to my little sweetheart, my Madelyn Rael I just had to show off my little beauty. I LOVE how her hands are up by her mouth....I am so so in love with her....

I sure hope you can see the picture, and my little princess

I can see her and Madelyn Rael is gorgeous !!!

Miss Maddy and her mommy are both so special and so loved. I hope things go good tomorrow at the U-S . I look forward to reading an update. My thoughts, love and prayers are with you.. XOXOXOXOXOXOO All My Love, Andrea

 

[nicki01]

I'm so so sorry! I can't imagine what you must be going through. Xxxxx

 

[brandiw]

I can see it and she is beautiful. Will vbe thinking of you x

Thank you

I am in love with her picture...how her little hand is covering her nose/mouth...so so sweet my little Maddy

 

[brandiw]

Definitely not the ultrasound results we have been hoping for yesterday. Maddy is not getting any better....the fluid is getting worse Her little heart is still beating, but slowing down since the last visit. No one should ever, EVER have to make arrangements for when their baby passes, I can't think of anything worse than making those arrangements for your child. Thank God for my sister...who is doing that for me....I just can't do it I am so thankful for Jill (my sister), because this is very hard for her as well. I think I will be at peace when Maddy finally lets go....then the long road of healing can begin. Until then though....as long as that little heart beats, I am going to cherish every single day I have with her

 

[AP]

Sending you massive hugs, she is indeed beautiful xxxxx