Oasis and her palmtrees!

[ciz]

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So happy to see that line getting stronger.

 

[Left wonderin]

Way stronger !!! I think its offical ciz your knocked up girl !!!

 

[ciz]

=) yep I feel relaxed now. Or more relaxed I should say. That was my last frer so I can now go to loo without having cup between legs haha.

How are you doing lovely? Xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Fantastic line Ciz! Xx

 

[ciz]

soooo.... its looks like im bleeding again.... cant believe this. have the doctors at half 2. funny because lastnight i was thinking to myself whats happened to my symptoms so now i guess i have an idea. really hope its nothing. not having cramps. bit of back ache and pinching left side. i did the last of my ic's both still had good lines on but levels may still be quite high anyway.
will update as soon as i know anything

 

[ciz]

had a doctors appointment. she did nothing. felt my belly. didnt want to do an internal as she didnt was to disturb anything. no scan booked no urine test no bloods. nothing. just told to take it easy, rest feet up etc. this made me laugh- try not to pick up my 16month old ?!? yeah like that will flipping happen. so wait it out and hope it sticks. utter waste of time. at least if i had a scan date to look forward id know all is fine or not.

 

[Left wonderin]

Oh god ciz I so hope all is ok and its just one of those things . Don't give up hope but I know its so hard !! Especially when you are left in limbo . Are you still bleeding ?

 

[ciz]

Still bleeding but it hasn't changed. I haven't needed to change my pad as nothing but abit of staining has gone onto it only changed it to feel fresh lol. Cramping non stop. But the bleed is like more than spotting but less than light, very odd, but colour is still strong red.

 

[Oasis717]

Yet another loss for me, after stark white tests last week am 5 days late been light spotting last 5 days with cramps 2 days last week I get a faint line but af is starting so that's 3 in a row for me;( xxxx So sorry Ciz hope all is ok xxx

 

[ciz]

Oh hun sorry =( so are you guys just carrying on and see what happens or was this one a bit unexpected?

This bleed is so odd still not touching my pads on pass blood on the toilet. But I did just pass a fleshy looking clot of some kind so I'm thinking that was the pregnancy. I got a scan tomorrow would be lovely if they had good news but I highly doubt it. If I have then I'm going to request to have tests to see why my body is not coping with a pregnancy. Xxx

 

[ciz]

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Today's tests so will see it getting lighter x

 

[Oasis717]

Thank you, we were going to prevent but we are pretty rubbish at that and I never thought I'd get 3 in a row plus I thought I'd already o so yeah v unexpected same here atm with bleeding spotting mostly when I wipe and still no flow but I'm sure I will be soon really hope all is ok for you xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Today's test was too light to pick up on camera so obviously a cp and just waiting on af now xx

 

[sarahuk]

Oh girls....I cant say enough how sorry I am that you are both in this position right now. Ciz, you could be in the hook effect so I am holding out for your scan first as I am a positive person so sending lots of positive vibes your way!

Oasis...you are one fertile lady I will say that! (I dont mean that with malice or insensitivity hope you know what i mean). The fact your body is going through the motions so early after what you have just been through is a damn good sign.

How are you both doing today?

xx

 

[Left wonderin]

Ciz to me that test doesn't look lighter . I'm keeping everything crossed that the bleeding is just one of those things and all is just fine

Becks I'm sorry your going through this again . I so hope the specialist can help ! You obviously can and do get pg so maybe there is something simple that can help beyond that . You do the " hard bit " its so not fair

 

[ciz]

Ladies I'm alittle confused. Ok this afternoon had a couple of fleshy looking clots but since then my bleed has really tailed off to a spotting amount. It's still bright red but literally turned to drops now? And my cramps have disappeared. I would have thought my bleed would have gotten more stronger now not eased off? Xx

 

[ciz]

Well had my scan nothing was picked up at all =( so does look like I passed it yesterday. Their pee test was neg which was a shock as I used the same pee with first response I had a line!?
But anyway I was there for half hour quite impressed with the speed this time. I got a lovely leaflet on recurrent miscarriages and I got back to my doctors to book in for blood tests to see if that's causing anything.

She also mentioned to me to try aspirin the 75mg - some blood clot conditions in the family.

So back to square 1. My emotions are drained of this already. Think I'm gonna give myself a break for a month maybe 2. Xxx

 

[sarahuk]

Oh hun I am so sorry to hear this You take all the time you need to come to terms with what has happened and come find us when you are ready xx

 

[Oasis717]

Ciz I'm so very sorry I know exactly how you feel I so wish things were different, sending much love xxx
AFm I have no idea what's going on, I've had a week of spotting only on wiping but af still hasn't come despite the negative tests. No red blood just yellow or brown. With my other cp's I started af as soon as the tests went neg? Xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Becks your body has been through so much lately maybe its not quite sure what end is up and is trying to get back to normal . It is confusing though .