October bumpkins 2019

[Sander]

How’s it going today Sugger?

 

[Suggerhoney]

Hi hon.
So after the stitch pains my right breast became tender to touch.
Got me really excited.
Temp dropped at 9dpo, and today was 10dpo and it was still down. I did have a 3 day temp drop with Tommy and it was implantation.
But I have been testing with cheapies since 8dpo and all negative.
Even today 10dpo negative.
Still have a slightly tender right breast but diesjt seem quite as tender as yesterday so think it may be fading away.

I have a spot that's appeared at the side of my nose.
I've also noticed I've been feeling more tired
And I have white cm that looks a bit like some snot or wallpaper paste. It stretches a little to.
Fertility friend has me down for AF on sunday but it may come Saturday or sunday because I always have a 15 to 16 day LP.

Not had any cramps or anything today.
Feeling really out again to be honest because I had my BFP at 10dpo with Tommy.
I'm pretty sure I'm out again hon.

It's so deflating.
And so hard. Getting fed up of seeing constant BFNs.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer hon but its just so hard.
Maybe I'm jumping guns a bit and I shudnt compare things with Tommy.
I mean what's the saying, every pregnancy is different.
Hopfully my temp will shoot back up and I will get a BFP.
I'll be totally shocked if I do tho.

I know it will happen eventually I have always had a gut feeling we will have one more. My husband feels the same way but its the when.
I think I will give it one more cycle and if it dont happen I mite take a break and start trying again in Jan.
I'm not really wanting to be due in the summer because our summers here are hot and humid and we have no aircon. Theres no way of getting away from the heat and humidity. Its just hell.
But at the same time I want to be pregnant so bad that I'm almost willing to just keep trying and if I'm due in the summer I'll just have to deal with it.
I havent used a Frer yet I do have them but I'm to scared to use them. I've only been using easy@home the ones with the new handle with easy@home written on them. And I've also used mommed, onestep and clinical guard.
All I get is the silly v v v faint shadow lines which they give anyway even when not pregnant.

I got my first BFP with Tommy at 10dpo with CB early detection but I dont have any of those. And at 11dpo with Tommy i got a blazing positive on Frer.

I'm just terrified of catching another chemical hon

I will just see what my temp does. And may be if it shoots up I will use a Frer.
But part of me is wanting to wait to see if AF comes. But I'm not due until sat or sun and that feels like ages away

 

[Sander]

You’re still so early Sugger, especially if af isn’t due until the weekend - you must have a long LP! Otherwise you might not be 10dpo yet. I’ve seen your chart and it doesn’t look 100% clear what day you ovulated? Anyhow I’m really crossing my fingers for you. Maybe this is an implantation dip in which case you shouldn’t see a positive for another day or two

 

[Suggerhoney]

You’re still so early Sugger, especially if af isn’t due until the weekend - you must have a long LP! Otherwise you might not be 10dpo yet. I’ve seen your chart and it doesn’t look 100% clear what day you ovulated? Anyhow I’m really crossing my fingers for you. Maybe this is an implantation dip in which case you shouldn’t see a positive for another day or two

I do hon. I always start bleeding at 15 or 16DPO.
So that will be this Saturday or sunday.
Temp plummeted today but still above cover line. I didnt sleep well tho and that can effect it.
Been having cramps and lower backache all day which is is odd because AF is still another 4 to 5 days away.
The cramps are much milder than AF tho and getting alot of stitch sharp dragging pains in my left and right overy area. .
No bleeding or anything. Not even spotting. Keep thinking I've started bleeding but it's always cm.
I guess only time will tell.
I'm calling myself out for now so I dont get my Hope's up to much.
If my temp does shoot up tommorow I may do another Frer.
If not then it's on to July and our 4th cycle trying.


Coronavirus is on the up again here so a part of me is thinking of putting ttc on hold until next year.
Theres rumours were all gonna be put on lockdown again and I dont know if I wanna be pregnant if the virus Is going to be bad again.
I wudnt want to have to go to scans and things without my husband.

Stupid virus.

 

[Suggerhoney]

I'm out. Tested today at 12dpo negative on free and temp is still low.
On to month 4 of trying

 

[Suggerhoney]

hi ladies how are wel all doing.

 

[Sander]

Hi Sugger, we’re doing good thanks. Emmett is crazy, he’s started to learn how to scream so he loves practicing that, lol. I can’t believe he’s over 9 months already, this first year is just flying by. It’s a little bit sad!

How are you doing?

 

[Suggerhoney]

Hi Sugger, we’re doing good thanks. Emmett is crazy, he’s started to learn how to scream so he loves practicing that, lol. I can’t believe he’s over 9 months already, this first year is just flying by. It’s a little bit sad!

How are you doing?

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Awwww he is so cute. Yes Tommy loves the sound of his own voice lol.
He does army man along the floor he still hasn't mastered crawling properly yet haha.
Tommy is almost 10 months old now. It does go fast.

And oh my i can't believe ure almost half way through ure pregnancy. That has absolutely flown hon wowsers.

Sadly I did have another chemical pregnancy.
I had a horrible AF very very heavy bleeding and alot of clots some were very big just like with the April chemical.
I've also O very early again just like after my april loss.
It still hasn't been confirmed yet but i had peak opks on CD8 and CD9.
I dont normally get a peak until CD12 or CD13 but it seems these chemicals mess with my cycle and make me O supper early.
Just for FF to confirm but I think im around 5 6 or possibly 7dpo.
I have right tender brest at the top but just my right one.
Not gonna get my hopes up tho becuase its probably nothing.
Still holding on to hope that I will get my BFP and sticky baby.
Im not gonna give up im gonna keep on trying.
My nanna is convinced ill be pregnant soon.
We wud be due in April if i am now but if not May wud be nice. My husbands birthday is in May.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Here is my cheeky little man.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Do u know what ure having yet?

 

[Sander]

Sorry to hear about your chemical Sugger I have all my fingers crossed for you this cycle - I’ll keep an eye on the pregnancy tests thread for when you start testing! Tommy is so handsome, he has gorgeous blue eyes

Yes! We’re having our 3rd boy We planned on this baby being our last, but it’s hard for me to imagine being done completely. I think for now we’ll take a break and revisit the idea in a couple of years. All 3 kids are roughly 2.5 years apart, so it would be nice to have a bit of a bigger gap if we do decide on a 4th. It all depends on how this delivery goes though - if my doctor thinks I’ll be ok for a third C-section

 

[Suggerhoney]

Sorry to hear about your chemical Sugger I have all my fingers crossed for you this cycle - I’ll keep an eye on the pregnancy tests thread for when you start testing! Tommy is so handsome, he has gorgeous blue eyes

Yes! We’re having our 3rd boy We planned on this baby being our last, but it’s hard for me to imagine being done completely. I think for now we’ll take a break and revisit the idea in a couple of years. All 3 kids are roughly 2.5 years apart, so it would be nice to have a bit of a bigger gap if we do decide on a 4th. It all depends on how this delivery goes though - if my doctor thinks I’ll be ok for a third C-section

Awww thank you hon he has his dads eyes lol.

Thanks for the support hon.
I've already caved and tested today but it was BFN. Im not sure how many DPO i am yet tho and im only on CD16 so way to early yet.

I was advised by a doctor not to to test until AF is due so may wait it out but if I still have sore boobs at 10 or 11dpo I may test again.

Congratulations on another sweet little boy hon thats amazing. They will all be so close it will be lovely.
We have decided to stay team yellow if i do get pregnant.
It will definitely have to be our last baby with me being 40 but saying that we have ladies in our July testing group that are 44 and 46 so ill never say never 100% .
After having my DD in 2013 I felt so done and wasn't broody at all.
But when she hit 5 I started feeling broody again.
But for some reason after having Tommy I missed my bump so much and got really low and hated seeing womon with bumps.
It only lasted a little while and then i was OK but I new i wanted another.

Hopfully it will happen soon. I cant wait to have a bump.
Even if we are just blessed with one more i wud be happy.

 

[Suggerhoney]

I was thinking of putting ttc in hold until after the new year but im still not sure yet. We have tried this cycle and will try next cycle and then ill go from there.
May take a break and start trying again in January or February.
Will just see how I feel.
Bit uneasy about being due in the summer. But we are in July now and its been very pleasant and not to hot at all.
But in England it can get very hot and there is no air con so u can't really get away from it.

But i managed to carry tommy all through the summer and it was warm when I had him so im sure I can do it again.
Its nice to have birthdays in the summer. U can do so much more like go on day outing etc.
Our DD was a jan baby and its always freezing here in jan so we don't do much.

 

[Sander]

I really hope it happens for you soon Sugger! Being due in summer is no fun, but if it works out that way it’ll be worth it for another sweet baby

 

[Suggerhoney]

Sorry hon.
Not really in a good place.

Was having alot of symptoms
Heightened sence of smell at the same time as being congested.

Neasea that only eating wud make it go
Sore tender right breast on the top
Dizzy spells.
Temp above 37c
I was getting so excited but ive woken up today and my temp has plummeted and all symptoms have vanished.
Been crying all morning.

Have no idea what DPO i am.
It can be as much as 11dpo or as less as 9dpo.
Took a cheapie test with FMU and got very faint shadows on both but I never trust shadows.

I didnt start temping untill cd6 so FF still hasnt confirmed O. But if i put a random temp in on cd5 it gives me cross hairs on CD8. Way to early.
Femometer is saying i O on CD13 but I had my positive OPKs on cd8 and cd9 and my last lot of ewcm on cd10 so day 13 makes no sence at all.

I guess its onto month 5 of trying.
If im still not pregnant then I will prob stop trying and start again in January.

Its really taking its toll now and emotionally I'm not coping.
I was so excited because of all the symptoms and now i feel heartbroken.
I can't keep going through this month after month its just so hard.

I was watching a TV show called 90 day fiance and they went to a fertility specialist in Africa and she said when a womon reaches 40 fertility declines by 95%.

I don't stand a chance do i

 

[Sander]

Aw hun, you’re not out till the witch shows. Faint shadows are better than a BFN! Maybe it’s just an implantation dip

 

[Suggerhoney]

I think the boob tenderness is back but only very very slightly. I really wish they wud start hurting real bad. There were getting more tender but it seems to of eased right off.

I really hope it is a implantation dip.
All I want is a healthy sticky beanie.

 

[LNWXO]

Congrats @Sander thats amazing! Your a lot braver than me haha!

I’m currently 4 days late and absolutely freaking out. As much as I love my boys I don’t think I can cope with another lol.

I’m going to take a test today! Scared haha.

Everyone’s little babas on here are so so beautiful I can’t cope! My little Miles is nearly crawling. He’s such a chubby little thing!
Xx

 

[LNWXO]

Omg send help I’m so scared lol