Sugger I think as devastating as those chemicals are and were, they are an excellent sign that you are fertile. I believe your chances of a chemical pregnancy if you’re over 40 is very high, like around 50%. So the chemicals may not be a sign of something wrong but just a string of bad luck. I would just keep at it hun, one of those eggies is bound to be a good one! How is everyone doing? Emmett is almost 14 months now (crazy!!). He’s starting to say things on command (mama, dada, papa, baba), and he loves bringing me books to look at. He’s starting to catch up to his brother in size so they’re always fighting over toys and rough housing. It’s nice to watch them interact but sometimes they drive me crazy lol. Our 3rd is arriving in just over 2 weeks, so we’re getting prepared to go back to the newborn stage again. We’ve got some family photos scheduled once the baby is born, I’ll share them when they’re done!