Officially too scared to test tomorrow....

[Rei]

My breasts are sooo sore and I have light cramping, but the cramping makes me think I'm just gonna get af tonight. -_- I think I might just wait a couple more days, I'm too scared of testing tomorrow only to get a bfn. I'd definitly feel like I wasted 10-15 buckets, ya know?

I just feel like I did (phsycially and mentally) back when I was on birth control. I would take a test each month just to be sure and get bfns, so I'm scared it's just gonna be like that.

grant it I had no intention of getting pregnant this month, heck we use condoms and occassionaly pull out.....but i always wanted children and it breaks my heart when I think about how many years it will be when bf and I will actually be able ttc. and when we broke off the engagement I just felt that much farther away from a child. So to get a bfn would be kind of dissapointing.....

My last period was three days late, so I think I'll just wait till then to test.

 

[miahleemom]

i felt like that last month. i spent probably (no exaggeration) $40 last month on tests. This month only $20. I think next month (if not bfp this month) $1 on 1 dollar general test day of or after AF. It hurts me more to have the money spent than getting bfn. I just need to learn that if i'm pregnant i still have 9 months to figure stuff out. It drives me and DH crazy with all the "is there a line or not" I had him hide the rest of the ic's I have till at least 13dpo. GL to you I hope the witch stays away and u get your bfp soon!!!

 

[Rei]

lol, I know exactly what you mean. A dollar store test is just as good as any other test. the only problem is is that the nearest dollar store that sells those tests is a good 20 minutes away, and I have to spend more money on gas. LOl it all evens out in the end I guess.
well thank you very much for the reply and I hope this is your month! GL!

 

[schnoodle]

hope you get ur bfp rei

 

[Rei]

thank you

 

[Rei]

I guess its a good think I didn't test as I'm pretty sure I just got AF. Got a little spot of pinkish/brownish discharge. Don't really have any cramping though -_- maybe it will be an easy period

 

[wannabmamma]

hope its not AF hun, let us know xx

 

[Klandagi]

I think that's something else, not so much AF. You should definitely test. Yeah the cash spent bites, but it's worth it in the end.

 

[Chris77]

Aww hun Hope it's not AF.

 

[Rei]

It's been well over 6 or 7 hours since I initially started spotting and it really hasn't picked up any. I mean there's a bit more when I wipe, but it's really ONLY when I whipe. I saw one little bit of a brown spot maybe the size of an eraser on a pencil.....hmmm....this really isn't normal. normally I'm at LEAST crampy...I'm not even that.
It's still a pink/brownish color...kind of like a tan I guess. And it's more like sticky discharge with a little bit of that watery discharge....I have no other way of describing it, sry
But usually I CRAMP like there's no tomorrow even if it starts out as just spotting and it's usually a bit more by now, at least I'm usually uncomfortable...but I'm quite fine...

 

[Rei]

I officially started AF today. Full blown period...oh well....maybe once bf gets his new job we might be able to ttc sooner.

 

[amym]

sorry blnt!

 

[Rei]

it's okay, thankyou

 

[wannabmamma]

so sorry Rei hope you get your BFP soonx

 

[miahleemom]

Sorry to hear that. Babydust for April BFP!!!

 

[Rei]

thank you everyone, but unfortunately there won't be any trying in April. Like I had said, I had no intention of getting pregnant (even though it would have been nice) and there is no way my boyfriend would EVER agree to having a child right now...purposefully that is. So, it will probably be a few years before we ttc

 

[Rei]

thank you everyone, but unfortunately there won't be any trying in April. Like I had said, I had no intention of getting pregnant (even though it would have been nice) and there is no way my boyfriend would EVER agree to having a child right now...purposefully that is. So, it will probably be a few years before we ttc.....

HOWEVER, there are a few wierd things that have been going on. Not only did my period start of with an entire day of just little brown and pink spots. I had one day of light flow, a day of moderate flow (maybe two or three pads), and then today it's extremely light....lighter than day one.....soo....I dunno why I'm having such a wierd period....

 

[ChangeChoices]

thank you everyone, but unfortunately there won't be any trying in April. Like I had said, I had no intention of getting pregnant (even though it would have been nice) and there is no way my boyfriend would EVER agree to having a child right now...purposefully that is. So, it will probably be a few years before we ttc.....

HOWEVER, there are a few wierd things that have been going on. Not only did my period start of with an entire day of just little brown and pink spots. I had one day of light flow, a day of moderate flow (maybe two or three pads), and then today it's extremely light....lighter than day one.....soo....I dunno why I'm having such a wierd period....

You might not have ovulated. Anovulatory cycles tend to be paired with light periods.

 

[Rei]

thank you everyone, but unfortunately there won't be any trying in April. Like I had said, I had no intention of getting pregnant (even though it would have been nice) and there is no way my boyfriend would EVER agree to having a child right now...purposefully that is. So, it will probably be a few years before we ttc.....

HOWEVER, there are a few wierd things that have been going on. Not only did my period start of with an entire day of just little brown and pink spots. I had one day of light flow, a day of moderate flow (maybe two or three pads), and then today it's extremely light....lighter than day one.....soo....I dunno why I'm having such a wierd period....

You might not have ovulated. Anovulatory cycles tend to be paired with light periods.

you think so? I posted a detailed explanation of it.....I hope that's not the case, I've NEVER had a period like this in my life.....that scares me if I didn't ovulate.

 

[calliebaby]

Every woman has a couple of anovulatory cycles in her life.