only 9 dpo D:

[kj_23]

Fricken fickfick. I think I'm out out, unless I have a stomavh virus :/ tmi warning.... now have diarehha. I always get it right before af comes :/ finkenfrickedyfrickfrickfrick.

 

[SpotlessMind]

Urghhhhhh another BFN this morning.

 

[kj_23]

Bfn for me too. On the upside husband agreed to trying starting newyears eve. Downside I just realiz3ed exactly how little he helps me with jeremy and make me feel like crap when I ask for help. And be "we arnt ready" he really means you can't handle watch 2 babies all by yourself. Sooooooo yea. Om kinda pissed off now. Can you tell? Haha

 

[SpotlessMind]

Yeah, I'm having some doubts about my OH too. He's not working right now and complains about doing stuff around the house even though I'm working full time and going to school, so annoying. My mom offered him $100 to clean the car that was just given to her and he was hesitant about saying yes, like really? If he didn't do it I would've. A couple hours of work for $100? Hell yeah! He's getting better about being lazy but he just has like no motivation and it's getting on my last nerve.

Oh, and if I didn't end up falling pregnant this month I'll be waiting too, at least until early December and possibly later depending on my cycle that month. Just got a new job and I won't have new temporary disability for my time off until I've been there three months. BOO!

 

[ilysilly]

I understand..That's me and OH as well. He loves DD, but barely does anything with or for her. BUT...I don't care much because I know how utterly amazing she is, and I am more than capable of caring for her myself. I want another and OH does too, even though it'll be all me. I don't care if it is, more for me!

 

[SpotlessMind]

I understand..That's me and OH as well. He loves DD, but barely does anything with or for her. BUT...I don't care much because I know how utterly amazing she is, and I am more than capable of caring for her myself. I want another and OH does too, even though it'll be all me. I don't care if it is, more for me!

LOL I agree. I know this is what I want with or without his help, and even though it would be nice for his support after the baby comes who knows how it'll turn out.

 

[kj_23]

thats exactly how i feel! he said hes not ready for another and im just thinking what the hell is your point? your not ready for jeremy either, hense why i watch him, i know this i understand this, and IM ready so stfu and through out the condoms >/ it just massivly pissed me off because it took over a year to get pregnant with jeremy and the whole pregnancy was extreamlly dangerous for me and my babies, i lost a twin and olmost lost jeremy several times as well. in my family all the women (except my sister who had an abortion >o>; ) have an extreamly hard time getting pregnant (my brother can't even concieve :/) and the pregnancys only get worse and worse the older we get. my mother olmost died her last pregnacy(with me) they took me out at 7 months because it was her or me, and after two months of she wont make it threw the night i was released from the hospital i still have health issues. but meh. anywho! point being, I know im being selfish. but my selfishness has a better reason then his selfishness to be lazy. so..grr. ugh.. anywho! on a brighter note.

if you wait till then that means we can be cycle buddies again! and hopefully by then our husbands will have there poop together. haha fx'd for this month still tho. 3 more days to go with hopefully no auntflo D:

 

[kj_23]

i spoke 16 minutes too soon :/ the witch came early...

I'm going to selfless here, even tho i want you to be my cycle buddy at the end of year, i stillllll have my fx'd for you this month haha good luck

 

[SpotlessMind]

Nooooooooo!!!!!

I keep having twinges in the middle of my abdomen, I wish I had anything to compare it to but this is my first cycle off BC and I've been on BC for like 4 years, really quickly after I started getting my period and never tracked anything back then. I hope you can do some more convincing and get TTC pushed even sooner. Maybe if you just break down into tears infront of him and say *I just don't wanna wait to try any longer! " he'll change his mind. *insert evil laugh here*

I'm sure we'll be cycle buddies again, I don't have the luck to get pregnant my first month trying.

 

[kj_23]

breaking down and crying about losing my baby and feeling like there is a big peice of my heart missing is what got him to agree to new years :'/ fx'd that when im trying again you'll be over in the 1st trimester section! and you know if you're not i will gladdddly take you back as my ttc buddy

 

[kj_23]

wait a sec, how old are you if youve been on bc for 4 years shortly after getting your period? im curious haha

 

[SpotlessMind]

13 when I got my period, 14 when I became sexually active (monogomous, with my boyfriend at the time), 15 when I got on BCP (was on a couple different pills and finally settled with the nuvaring a year and a half ago), and 19 (20 in 2 1/2 weeks) now. I know I'm young but I've wanted to be a mom since I can remember. My mom says it's been since I met my little sister, I was 5! LOL

 

[kj_23]

yes! im not the only youngin here! I'll be 19 on the 7th. haha. I had my period 5th grade. wasnt sexually active till 9th grade, got my first kiss 10th grade? no idea how i skipped that step. graduated highschool at 15 went to college at 16 got married at 17 and got a positive blood test on my 18th birthday. talk about a great present! haha I started doing everything early. being a mom was the one thing i always wanted. :3

 

[SpotlessMind]

I'm not as far along as you, graduated high school at 17 and left immediately with my boyfriend which ended up being a really bad choice. Came back from living with him in FL last April and met my OH almost immediately after. Started college last December so I'll be a sophmore in the beginning of September. We're so close in age and our birthdays are so close to eachother! We'll have to have a virtual b-day party

 

[kj_23]

hahah yes! i was a semester away from finishing :/ I met my husband the month before i start college while he was stationed where i lived (hawaii D': ) then we got married in my second semester and move here (Gerogia ) last summer. I regret moving here. it was so he could see his family, then he realized he doesnt like his family, and took me away from mines for nothing! did i mention i had college paid for in hawaii? down to the gas money it took to drive to school? such bullshit. ughhhh. can you tell im still pisse at my husabnd? i hate it when he does this. pissed me off in the morning then goes to sleep so all i can o is just seeth until he wakes up, i keep stomping in there wanting to yell at him an he just starts snoring! the ass. i want to smother him with my pillow. haha. this all starte because he promised me on the day that we met! that he would quit smoking when he got out of the marine corps. then when he got out he promised once i got pregnant. then one our son was born. now its "im trying" which i understand. its hard. i know. but he keeps freaking promising its his last one! i tol dhim if he smokes just let me know an dont hide it from me. he promised. found a new pack of smoke his car already half way gone. threw it in his face this morning and he said im not apologizing. its not something i should apologize for. OOOOOOOOOOOOH really dick face? you shoulnt apologize for breaking your promise again and again and again? D< I'm not even mad that he smokes anymore, its that he keeps lieing to me about it. an then on top of that i starte bleeding a couple hours ago. and just fuck. today is not a good day :/ haha

 

[SpotlessMind]

I feel ya hun. Make a deal with you.. I'll come to GA to whip your husband into shape if you'll come up to PA to whip mine.. LOL

 

[kj_23]

haha deal! i'll be a state below you in 4 years lol ughhhh. the cramps... the cramps, i no like the cramps...

 

[SpotlessMind]

I'm sorry Take some midol and curl up on the sofa. You'll feel better soon

 

[kj_23]

No can curl up on the sofa when your husbands a cry baby and won't watch your crying baby for a minute. Haha

 

[SpotlessMind]

Aww Jeremy doesn't want any sofa-cuddles?