October2013
Mommy to a baby girl
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Uh oh.... I'm starting to get bitter about this.
I'm sitting here in bed, thinking about how bad my back aches, and how HORRIBLY my uterus hurts, no matter what position I try to lay in..
How disgustingly sick I was for the first 15 weeks, and how I still have a very minimal appetite..
How I've been doing this for 19 weeks already, and I'll be doing it for roughly 21 more weeks..
How I spend ALL my time browsing girl's name, nursery ideas, asking for advice from you girls and other friends, making lists of what my girl will need when she arrives, posting updates on Facebook, while he's literally done NONE of that. Not even a Facebook post..
How I have to go through child birth, which for someone who doesn't handle pain very well, it will probably be the most painful thing I've ever experienced..
How I will have to spend all day and most of the night by myself with my baby because of my bf's work schedule..
And mostly, how I'm not married to my bf, he has no plans of marrying me, but I'm still expected to sign his last name on the birth certificate..
My DH has been good about the morning sickness and extreme tiredness. He doesn't complain about it anyway.
As far as Facebook, mine hasn't posted anything either. I tag him in most of mine but as far as doing it himself he won't do it. I think it's a guy thing.
As far as the last name... Is there any way you can convince him to hyphenate? My first daughter's father was verbally abusive and life was terrible. He wanted DD1 to have his last name. However, since I was never going to marry him I chose to hyphenate the last name instead (which was more for her paternal grandfather than her birth father). She got my last name too and I have never regretted hyphenating it. (Though now I've since gotten married and changed my last name, but that's a different topic, lol)
Hmmmm.. I never considered hyphenating. Although he'd probably be against it. I have two middle names, and I liked the idea of our daughter also having two middle names, but he shot that down.
I actually don't mind her having his last name, because growing up I HATED my last name (it just sounds funny) so I wouldn't want to put my daughter through that lol. I think I'm just trying to find reasons to justify me pickng her first name. But deep down I know it has to be a mutual agreement.
Oh and here's a glimmer of hope... We agree on the nursery theme!