20YR 1ST BABY
Mother to 1 TTC #2
- Joined
- Jun 18, 2010
- Messages
- 327
- Reaction score
- 0
so i have unlimited internet on my phone and my oh doesn't, I always let him use my phone whenever he wants. I usually fall asleep pretty early around 9/10pm whereas he is usually still up gone midnight. Well I woke last night about 12:30 dying for a wee. He was in the loo, I asked how long cos I was going to pee myself and he then said he hadn't started going yet and let me use and I went black to sleep. I then woke at half 3 for another wee. I then felt wide awake so had a browse through my phone. I noticed he had cleared the whole of my browser history! So I went to google and found he had typed in "young selfshot girls" which obviously I clicked obv! Loads of nude selfies and videos of them 😩 I feel so shit about myself right now anyway and that has just hit me where it hurts! Was he in the toilet with them photos?! After he told me earlier that evening that he aches to much for sex tonight anyway! There's more 😩😩😩
I sorta chilled out about it thought no point waking him and didn't wanna over react. Went onto Instagram.. To see he left himself logged in. By that point curious it has got me locked in. I checked the photos he had liked, 3 of a girl I have never heard of before! I then went on Facebook to look for her to see if there was a possibility of her being a family friend or something. THEY AINT EVEN FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK! So I checked his dm. They had clearly been msging, there was a reply from her saying "administrator xxx" bit all the previous where deleted. Am I wrong to think clearly they was deleted for a reason?? Haven't said anything to him before he went to work this morning. Don't quite know what to say or what I want to do about the situation. Any advice appreciated!
I sorta chilled out about it thought no point waking him and didn't wanna over react. Went onto Instagram.. To see he left himself logged in. By that point curious it has got me locked in. I checked the photos he had liked, 3 of a girl I have never heard of before! I then went on Facebook to look for her to see if there was a possibility of her being a family friend or something. THEY AINT EVEN FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK! So I checked his dm. They had clearly been msging, there was a reply from her saying "administrator xxx" bit all the previous where deleted. Am I wrong to think clearly they was deleted for a reason?? Haven't said anything to him before he went to work this morning. Don't quite know what to say or what I want to do about the situation. Any advice appreciated!