PAL Winter Babies 2010/11 - ** Waiting impatiently for our remaining babies! **

[MissyMojo]

these hormones we have dont help much babes, curl on the sofa with some choccies and some schloer and get a cuddle darling xx

 

[MadamRose]

i would but OH is at work until 10, and wont be home til about 10.45, and dont have any chocies in

 

[MissyMojo]

aww hun my FIL ate all my chocci last nite - so i'm having a chinese tonight while he's at the pub and he's not getting his mits on it

 

[MadamRose]

aww bless ya, hes at work until 4.30pm on my b'day so will only see him for 30mins in the morning then again at 5.30 i dont think that will help as i may feel very emotional our angel isnt here tomorrow

 

[MissyMojo]

aww that sucks dont b afraid of being emotional tho - ive learnt its better to just go with it xx

 

[MadamRose]

yes exactly im the same really. I know my angel is with me in spirt on my birthday though

 

[MissyMojo]

ur angel is always with you in ur heart xx

 

[MadamRose]

Yes exactly, that made me cry again my hormones really are all over. I need to do the ironing but not in the mood, so now concidering doing it on my birthday tomorrow as need to be done either today or tomorrow

 

[MissyMojo]

aww hunni get ur oh to do it!!

 

[MadamRose]

He is at work and working again tomorrow will be home jsut before people come for the bbq so its either me now or tomorrow

 

[MissyMojo]

not good- can u not hide it in ur wardrobe til u feel up to it? i do that all the time lol

 

[MadamRose]

I might just have to and wear unironed stuff to london on sunday. We conviced that LO on my birthday, non of my family etc otehr than OH know this. i think that makes it all the harder

 

[MissyMojo]

aww darlin xxx

def go for hidign the un ironed stuff = u could always just iron the stuff u need for sunday ? and hide the rest ?

 

[MadamRose]

Yes, i think im gonna leave it, iron the stuff i need for London tomorrow, ill be on my own til 4 anyway and wil only take a few mins so will do it then. Thanks for the support hun

 

[MissyMojo]

any time sweetheart thats what we're all here for

 

[MadamRose]

thanks, it good to have you lot here, as no one else really understands no one in my family have lost babys so it makes it harder as i cant talk to them

 

[MissyMojo]

i think i woulda gone ad during 1st 12w without this thread , only ppl who've been where we have can really understand and support x

 

[MadamRose]

Yes i agree. They werent very helpful when i miscarried either (i know its not there fault) i dint have this site or anything i just delt with it myself. So sometimes i wonder if i did really ever deal with it if that makes sence

 

[MissyMojo]

i know what u mean, even with this site i still ignored a lot of my pain, but after counselling it made things so mch better xxxxxxxx


hope u feel better soon darlin im gonna head off , im all shopped out, xxx nite nite xxxx

 

[MadamRose]

thanks night