Please, August, do not taunt- it's BFPs that we want!

[asmcsm]

Ok, please please please... anyone had this situation?

It feels wet - it's not dripping but it's silky to the touch. When I reached the opening it wasn't a perfect circle (med termination *might* have changed the shape - I remember the doc telling me it might never totally close again).

The thing I'm concerned about - when I drew my hand back there was a little bit of pink blood on the tip of my finger - not red like AF, just pink.

I'm confused - can anyone shed any light? I'm probably now 14 dpo-ish. Got very bright and fast lines on OPK on the 14th of this month. I'm assuming from everything I've read i would have O'd within 24 hours of that?

I'm hoping I'm still in with a chance since I'm now day 34 of this silly cycle and no AF. Cramps have subsided. Ovaries not "present" at the moment. Or is the blood a bad sign? Has anyone else had this while checking?

Pink is good! And I know that as far as people that have given birth before, their cervix sometimes never closes as tight afterward so could be possible after termination. It's possible that you could be pregnant and not getting bfp yet. I was 13dpo and had a SUPER faint line. 14dpo I got faint lines but obvious enough to call it a positive. And I think Emily? got her bfp at like 17dpo if I remember correctly.

 

[VivianJean]

Ok, please please please... anyone had this situation?

It feels wet - it's not dripping but it's silky to the touch. When I reached the opening it wasn't a perfect circle (med termination *might* have changed the shape - I remember the doc telling me it might never totally close again).

The thing I'm concerned about - when I drew my hand back there was a little bit of pink blood on the tip of my finger - not red like AF, just pink.

I'm confused - can anyone shed any light? I'm probably now 14 dpo-ish. Got very bright and fast lines on OPK on the 14th of this month. I'm assuming from everything I've read i would have O'd within 24 hours of that?

I'm hoping I'm still in with a chance since I'm now day 34 of this silly cycle and no AF. Cramps have subsided. Ovaries not "present" at the moment. Or is the blood a bad sign? Has anyone else had this while checking?

Pink is good! And I know that as far as people that have given birth before, their cervix sometimes never closes as tight afterward so could be possible after termination. It's possible that you could be pregnant and not getting bfp yet. I was 13dpo and had a SUPER faint line. 14dpo I got faint lines but obvious enough to call it a positive. And I think Emily? got her bfp at like 17dpo if I remember correctly.

Possible is good.... thx. Next tuesday cant come fast enough

 

[jury3]

Morgan-I've been thinking of you all day! I really hope they are wrong...I agree with the other girls, get a second opinion. I would call your gyno ASAP and have them check it out.

prgirl_11-I love your new profile pic...it is SO true!


Sonia-Boo for temp drop...at least you'll get to drink! I want nothing more than all the things I shouldn't have (wine, soda, sushi, bagels and lox...lol) Enjoy it while you can bc you will be preggo before you know it!

Vivian-The pup is so cute!
How exciting! I hope things turn out the way you want!

Nikki-Yay for her still being a girl! lol Can't wait to see the pic!
I know you've mentioned some water exercising, what else have you been doing? I really want to have a natural birth, so I know I need to be as healhty as possible. I've been eating super healthy and immediately quit soda, but I need to exercise...just not sure what to do besides walk.

Cassidy-OOOHHHH I hope the darker opks are a good sign!
Glad they have a direction with DH, I just really hope he feels better soon!

Ashlee-I'm pretty sure I implanted 7dpo. I tested 9dpo and had a bfn. So, hang in there!

Emily-I have several wondfo hcg tests and some opks left...might as well use them, right?! lol

Mirolee-I was prescribed days 5-9.

Amanda-I have another blood draw tomorrow to check for doubling. I had way more creamy cm than I normally have, FX'd it's a good sign for you too!
LOL about the cervix=porn! lol I've search ttc related things at work before and had them blocked too! So funny!

Kara-I was 14dpo yesterday for the draw. I know! I was really worried about the progesterone...I was glad to hear it was higher! I didn't even know they were testing for it lol I was going to ask when they called, but didn't have to!

AFM-Long day at work. We have a kid who likes to tear up the room when he gets mad. He turned over all my chairs/desks. Finally had to restrain him. Luckily he's a tiny little 3rd grader lol He also likes to kick though. I got a little nervous bc my heart rate was up so high and bc I was afraid he'd kick me in the stomach. Spent 1.5-2 hours with him throwing a fit. FUN!

 

[NDTaber9211]

All this cervix talk made me want to check my own It seems to be about medium and firm. My cm is a mix between sticky and creamy. Idk if that is good or not. I never really paid attention to my cervix post ovulation before.

 

[asmcsm]

I know, I'm trying!! So hard to wait after seeing the spotting though lol, if I hadn't seen spotting I think I would have made it to Saturday. And then the nosebleeds made it worse so now I want to test every few hours lmao.

Sorry about your long day. I'm sure that was stressful. I don't think I could handle your job.

 

[asmcsm]

My uterus is achy and I'm having occasional sharp pains near my left ovary which is weird cuz my ovulation pain this cycle was on the right.

 

[VivianJean]

My uterus is achy and I'm having occasional sharp pains near my left ovary which is weird cuz my ovulation pain this cycle was on the right.

Have you every had anything like that before?

 

[wavescrash]

Julie - Hannah has jumped in my belly a few times and all is well. I worried but many moms reassured me that our beans are super protected in there

 

[asmcsm]

My uterus is achy and I'm having occasional sharp pains near my left ovary which is weird cuz my ovulation pain this cycle was on the right.

Have you every had anything like that before?

Yea, I had pains in the same spot last cycle after o, but pretty sure I o'd left side last time. Who knows... They're not that bad anyway.

 

[Cowgirl07]

Julie - Hannah has jumped in my belly a few times and all is well. I worried but many moms reassured me that our beans are super protected in there

I am sure you are fine. I always jumped on my moms and it didnt affect my sister at all. She is probably the smartest person I know.
Amelia-Still not having af is a great sign!
AFM: I am content with not testing yet.

 

[NDTaber9211]

FINALLY heard back from my doctor

Hi there,
The progesterone level is actually okay and consistent with ovulation.
Continue with the current dose of Clomid.
Kristin Murray MD

That's it. I mean I am glad she gave me the a ok but yeesh, can ya give a girl a little more? Idk if she means I wont be doing a later cycle second dose like some women do if they didn't respond or if she meant next cycle will be 50mg and not 100mg.

 

[VivianJean]

Can you ask her a follow up? It pisses me off no end when docs give short answers that don't tell the patient anything.

Like... just because the person wearing the white coat who does this day in and day out understands some non-verbal cues about the topic and can read between the lines and knows that they are talking about, doesn't mean that anyone else, let alone an anxious patient, knows that is going on...

I had viral meningitis a few years back. 12 days on hospital with my brain being eaten and on IV.

I went to the ER 4 times in three days. Each time they told me it was a migraine and sent me home. The last time I asked them what it would take to convince them it wasn't and was what I thought it was *i thought it was meningitis all along*... they said spinal tap. I said DO IT. They said, it's not usual procedure and had risks. I told them I would sign anything that promised I wouldn't sue, just do it.

Guess what? Meningitis. The nurse told me 12 days later as she was unhooking me from the IV for the last time that had they sent me home again, I probably would have lost my hearing.

Now I always ask questions. Always.

 

[jury3]

It sounds like she's keeping everything the same Nichole, same dosage and same days. I would wait and see if you get a bfp. If not, then you might email her back and let her know and ask what she thinks about upping the dosage then. You definitely O'd and your temp is way up, so you obviously responded well. So either way I think you'll be good

 

[mommyxofxone]

NOTHING from morgan??? oh god that's not a good sign. thinking of you hun wherever you are and hoping you are alright

 

[VivianJean]

I'm worried. I was totally expecting an update "docs wrong, all good, getting pizza, ttyl"

 

[mommyxofxone]

me too, or just a brief update that dh got there and she was alright or something. i can't even imagine

 

[clynn11]

I hope she's ok I'm worried about her.

Grrrr Nichole! Sorry your doc was so damn vague, but I agree it sounds like she's keeping everything the same for round 2 (hopefully there won't be a round 2!)

 

[VivianJean]

I hope she's ok I'm worried about her.

Grrrr Nichole! Sorry your doc was so damn vague, but I agree it sounds like she's keeping everything the same for round 2 (hopefully there won't be a round 2!)

NO ROUND 2 NO ROUND 2 ! WOOOOOOO

 

[Cowgirl07]

I thought we would have heard something by now good or bad.
Nichole-sorry they were vague but since they think you o'd they might leave it be for a couple cycles. FX

 

[TTCaWee1]

Morgan????? Where are youuuuuu???? I am worried!! I hope your phone just died and you are a-ok!

Julie awesome progesterone. Must be that corpus luteum workin!!

AFM I tried the toilet test today lol and it worked. Test line was still darker than control so that made me happy. I have another u/s tomorrow afternoon...