Please, August, do not taunt- it's BFPs that we want!

[morganwhite7]

Sandy so was mine this month, took one the day before my test

 

[NDTaber9211]

Vent all you want! It's what we are here for. I'm glad the specialist came and gave you some hope. That sucks so much that you have to wait and see. I'll be praying, sending good thoughts, vibes, and crossing all available fingers and toes that the sticky bean will still be there.

 

[morganwhite7]

Wow, just went back to catch up and you guys are just simply amazing. Worried all day about me, ugh I so wish I could have updated lastnight!! But thanks so much, really, I know I say this a lot but you guys seriously have helped me through SO much and I am so thankful we're lucky enough to have such an awesome group of support!!!!!!!!!

I'll send some babydust to you all, it's been awhile

(and to MYSELF for a STICKY one!!!!)

 

[Disneybaby26]

Morgan-I'm so glad to hear from you hun!! An hcg of 31,000 at 5 weeks is huge! I would expect them to quite double though because they double more slowly after they hit a certain point. Is there any way you could get another scan next week so you don't have to wait so long? I know planned parenthood offers way discounted services, I just don't know if they do ultrasounds? I'd hate to I there but if it meant I got to check earlier I think I'd just bite the bullet...

We were all so scared for you but I'm so glad you're back! It's crappy waiting but fx'd everything is just fine!

 

[Disneybaby26]

Or what if you even called the place your scan is scheduled at and told them the story (bleeding, hcg #s, what docs said etc) and asked them if they could but you up, especially bc ectopic a can be so dangerous!

 

[TTCaWee1]

Morgan!! Glad you are ok. My hcg at 5+2 was 10,398. And so far as I know, baby is ok! They actually told me my levels were high. Maybe you have twins!!! I think that after a certain level they don't double but still rise. Fx that they don't DROP! How's the bleeding and what'd they say about your cervix? Open vs closed??

 

[morganwhite7]

Yeah unfortunately I am looking into that option. But actually as of yesterday, I have my proof of pregnancy so I have insurance now I just need to get into somewhere asap! I just know I have to wait since there was OBV nothing significant for them to see yesterday... :/

Buttttt I am taking this one step at a time.. I am terrified but I also have been to hell and back, so not a thing in the world could surprise me at this point.

But again, sorry for causing all the worries yesterday.. WHAT a day it was...!

 

[morganwhite7]

Ummmm I WISH I had asked about my cervix butttt tomorrow we'll be going to another branch from that hospital and they'll have all the pics so I can ask.

And I had .1 second thought about twins too.. Maybe hCG is so high bc there's 2 and the embryos just look weird right now.. LOL- I freakin wish.

Ohhh p.s. still no bleeding since yesterday's update.. just a CONSTANT right side ovary pain.. but not enough to double over or anything.

 

[morganwhite7]

Hmm sorry to be a pest but I am reading that @ 5 weeks the range is 18 to 7,340 and mine of 31,000 lands in the HIGH range of 6 weeks? So if I were farther along they wouldn't they have been able to see more? There should have been SOMETHING right?! This is really confusing..

 

[VivianJean]

Ummmm I WISH I had asked about my cervix butttt tomorrow we'll be going to another branch from that hospital and they'll have all the pics so I can ask.

And I had .1 second thought about twins too.. Maybe hCG is so high bc there's 2 and the embryos just look weird right now.. LOL- I freakin wish.

Ohhh p.s. still no bleeding since yesterday's update.. just a CONSTANT right side ovary pain.. but not enough to double over or anything.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaay MORGAN! So pleased that you are back!!! Thank goodness it wasn't a flat out ecto. I'm so sorry that you went through that yesterday but just know that every little lady on this board was holding you in her hearts!! x

 

[wavescrash]

Ashlee - your chart is starting to look a little triphasic!

Morgan - I'm so glad to eat your update. Like you/someone else (?) said maybe it looks weird because its twins so early on and they aren't both completely visible yet? Fx so tight for you. How crazy would it be to be twins after all you've been through? Did they mention any source of the bleeding?

 

[jury3]

Morgan-I'm so glad that other doc came in! I despise the first one...lol What a high number! Maybe it was twins and the bleeding was bc you lost one? Just an idea. I hope everything turns out to be ok! We are here for you

 

[asmcsm]

Ashlee - your chart is starting to look a little triphasic!

Morgan - I'm so glad to eat your update. Like you/someone else (?) said maybe it looks weird because its twins so early on and they aren't both completely visible yet? Fx so tight for you. How crazy would it be to be twins after all you've been through? Did they mention any source of the bleeding?

I know! Hoping that it stays up there! Had another little nosebleed this morning. Only for half a minute though. Most of them have been super quick except the on yesterday morning. But still a bfn today Blah

Morgan omg those numbers are so high! Wouldn't it be amazing if it were twins! I was thinking what Amanda said about them not being visible yet. I know exactly how you feel though about the waiting, I was put through the same thing. Hopefully your story will have a better ending than mine FX

 

[morganwhite7]

You know I am really considering that too now, twins. One in the right place, one in a tube. I have 4 sets of twins in my family (on both sides). Wow, may be possible.

But no they didn't know why I bled.. they didn't freakin tell me anything but IDK.. 50/50, can't tell yet.. So hoping my levels are high tomorrow, but also know that an hCG level is still NO indication of a normal pregnancy. I think I may fake a visit to the ER again next week if I can't get in before 7 wks for an appt!!!!!

 

[asmcsm]

Today's tests

 

[morganwhite7]

Dang it girl you know only FRERs work early!! Don't you dare feel bad about a neg on the crappy ones!

(Do you see anything IRL? It's always way harder to see in a pic)

 

[VivianJean]

Another BFN today, more dirty looking CM.

I decided to use an OPK thinking that maybe getting a strong positive would help me feel better about getting BFNs on the preg tests.

I got the weakest result ever - the test line was almost not even there.

There is something really messed up inside me and I can't handle this anymore. I thought that when I got my thyroid sorted out then everything else would follow.

"Oh you'll get pregnant like that!*snaps fingers*" said the doctor who performed my termination.

Yeah? Well f*ck you you jerk, I can't and I'm not and I wish I'd never come to you for the termination because life would have been so different.

I'm a mess. I feel fat and disgusting. I've been "happy eating" and not really exercising thinking that I was still maybe pregnant.

 

[asmcsm]

Dang it girl you know only FRERs work early!! Don't you dare feel bad about a neg on the crappy ones!

(Do you see anything IRL? It's always way harder to see in a pic)

I'm not feeling bad at all. I didn't get a positive until 15dpo last time so not expecting a lot lol. Mostly I'm using cheapies to curb my peas addiction for now, will probably take FRER in a few days, them hopefully ill get nice dark lines instead of faint ones.

I don't see anything on them at all but I. Only 10 dpo. I could just be one of those people that the hcg doesn't filter into urine until later

 

[frsttimemama]

Hmm sorry to be a pest but I am reading that @ 5 weeks the range is 18 to 7,340 and mine of 31,000 lands in the HIGH range of 6 weeks? So if I were farther along they wouldn't they have been able to see more? There should have been SOMETHING right?! This is really confusing..

Sooo glad things are okay-ish!! At 5 1/2 weeks, I still had only a sac visible so maybe not??

 

[frsttimemama]

Sandy so was mine this month, took one the day before my test

Eek! Finger crossing, hoping, and praying!!