Please, August, do not taunt- it's BFPs that we want!

[NDTaber9211]

I am worried about Morgan too .

I got another e-mail from her with a little more information.

The higher the better but >8 is consistent with ovulation.
Did your OPK ever turn + this month? If so, we will stay at current dose; if not, we will double the dose.

I responded back yes and attached my chart. I asked if there was a chance that I could have ovulated naturally and didn't respond to clomid. I mean I DID ovulate on me own before... it just didn't happen every month. I thought of that possibility and now am curious if that ever happens.

 

[Cowgirl07]

Nichole-That is interesting, how long would you go without ovulating.
I wish I had a smart phone and didn't have to work tomorrow, so I can get Morgans update. Oh well, hopefully with the heat I am done early.

 

[NDTaber9211]

It really varied. When I lost weight af was like clock work. Didn't follow ovulation but af was always 33-35 days so I am assuming I was ovulating. When I gained a good chunk of weight back during dh's cancer fight AF started getting irregular again. When I started paying attention it was like every other month ovulating but recently I went 3 cycles and no O. This was my first ovulation in 4 months.

I've been stuck at my current weight for awhile now. I need to start losing weight again. I know it will help me out with TTC so I don't get why I seem so resistant to it. 'll do well for like a week and then just go back into old habits.

 

[pdxmom]

Morgan hun....still thinking of u and praying tht alls well...hugss

 

[VivianJean]

Im watching "Say Yes To The Dress" an eating ice cream... wtf

 

[frsttimemama]

I was so hoping to see an update from Morgan.. I hope everything is okay.

AFM, I am so glad this day is over. Hubby's week out of town is half over, I worked a double and I'm exhausted! Whew! I'm planning to hold out to test as long as I can.. because I'm not expecting anything. I'm hoping and praying, but not really expecting to be pregnant. I don't want to be disappointed.

 

[frsttimemama]

Im watching "Say Yes To The Dress" an eating ice cream... wtf

I had icecream today and then a frozen burrito when I got home. Ate total crap today. Just having one of those days I guess. But I worked hard today so hopefully the scale won't hate me in the AM!

 

[jury3]

Morgan-Still checking in and hoping your ok...

Rachel-Yay for the ultrasound tomorrow! Can't wait to see!

Nikki-Where's your pic???

 

[pdxmom]

Times like these i just hope we had each others numbers...just in case of even in general to keep in touch like wen u guys go in labour and stuff... i dont mind giving mine...anyone who is interested pm me

 

[frsttimemama]

Some left sided stabbing cramping going on. I'm not really sure what all is where in there. It's on the left side, on the front right in line with my hip bones. In the general region of all of my baby-making parts. Lol. Who knows! Crazy bodies. Still wish they had windows so we could see inside.

 

[asmcsm]

Some left sided stabbing cramping going on. I'm not really sure what all is where in there. It's on the left side, on the front right in line with my hip bones. In the general region of all of my baby-making parts. Lol. Who knows! Crazy bodies. Still wish they had windows so we could see inside.

That's exactly where I'm getting the stabbing pains

 

[frsttimemama]

Some left sided stabbing cramping going on. I'm not really sure what all is where in there. It's on the left side, on the front right in line with my hip bones. In the general region of all of my baby-making parts. Lol. Who knows! Crazy bodies. Still wish they had windows so we could see inside.

That's exactly where I'm getting the stabbing pains

Yay! Lol.. I'm glad that made sense to someone other than myself. Fingers crossed it means something good for us then!

 

[frsttimemama]

I'm still not 100% convinced I didn't O on CD 16 where I had the big dip and rise. That would make me 8 DPO like I think Cassidy said earlier today.. I guess I'll have to wait it out and see. Either way, I'm thankful to have O'ed. I'll take that as a start.

 

[asmcsm]

Shoot I just went back to see when I got my last BFP and I was actually 15DPO not 13DPO...don't know how I messed that up. Hopefully it doesn't take that long to see a BFP this month if I get one...

 

[VivianJean]

that gives me hope now too...!!!! I'll be day 14/15 tomorrow.... still no AF.

 

[asmcsm]

that gives me hope now too...!!!! I'll be day 14/15 tomorrow.... still no AF.

You definitely shouldn't give up yet. Here's the pics of my first tests from my last BFP. The top one was 14dpo fmu and I could kinda see it but it didn't really show up in a picture, the second one was 15dpo fmu and it was still pretty faint and the third one was the FRER I took in the afternoon at 15dpo after a hold.

 

[brunettebimbo]

Any updates on Morgan?

AFM I was hoping my temperature would rise again today but it dipped Looks like I'm in for another messed up cycle!!

 

[VivianJean]

that gives me hope now too...!!!! I'll be day 14/15 tomorrow.... still no AF.

You definitely shouldn't give up yet. Here's the pics of my first tests from my last BFP. The top one was 14dpo fmu and I could kinda see it but it didn't really show up in a picture, the second one was 15dpo fmu and it was still pretty faint and the third one was the FRER I took in the afternoon at 15dpo after a hold.

Jeez Ash, finally got a chance to look at your chart.. looks pretty darn good!

Wow,... thanks for sharing the pics. I guess the thing that worries me is that last time the day i missed my period i got a VERY strong BFP...

But I guess I could have implanted late or ovulated later... I don't dare hope.. you know?

 

[frsttimemama]

Well going by an OPK, I'm not getting aBFP this month cuz that sucker was NEGGG-A-TIVVVEEE! lol

 

[morganwhite7]

Good Morning Ladies.

First of all, I haven't caught myself up yet as I'm really busy at work, but I'd like to apologize for leaving you all hanging yesterday! Our Sprint data towers are STILL down and I couldn't post or even get on the internet.. I was DYING not being able to get on here lastnight.. :/

SO my diagnosis was possible ectopic. I was FIRST told they were SURE that's what it was. Said they couldn't see if there was actually anything in my tube, but that what was in my uterus did NOT resemble a normal pregnancy. That's what the DOC said. THEN the nicest lady ever came in and told me that she was an OB specialist. & I'm like (in my head) omg the doc just said ectopic, what else do I need to know.. Jeez.. And she says to me: How far along are you? I say ohh about 5 weeks maybe.. And she says okay well "I have NEVER seen an ectopic with an hCG level of 31,000 this early. AND also I can promise you that I saw your ultrasound and it looks to me like there is a yolk sac, just way too early too tell.

So the doc came back in and said he'd say I have a 50/50 chance. And that he doesn't think it looks like a normal pregnancy. All my bloods came back fine, with an hCG of 31,000.

And their solution for my problem is another quantitative hCG test in 48 hours. So we will go tomorrow after work. She said to hope for a level of at least 60,000 (double, duh) to ensure that it is in fact an intrauterine pregnancy. He said in an ectopic, the hCG usually grows at a bit of a slower pace.

So basically I am STILL stuck with having to wait until my Sept. 10th scan to see if bean is doing okay.

I will probably drive myself MAD today Googling ectopic vs. normal hCG levels at 5 weeks.. Would you guys pleeeeeeease share ANY info you have on what my levels should looks like in early pregnancy, or what yours were when you first went?

Okay I'm done w/ the preggo talk now, I just don't know who else to vent to. I am so scared and anxious and can't believe I wasn't given a definite answer.. I don't know how I'm just supposed to just WAIT.. I want to relax. I want to know my bean is okay.