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Expecting a baby girl!
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Another BFN today, more dirty looking CM.
I decided to use an OPK thinking that maybe getting a strong positive would help me feel better about getting BFNs on the preg tests.
I got the weakest result ever - the test line was almost not even there.
There is something really messed up inside me and I can't handle this anymore. I thought that when I got my thyroid sorted out then everything else would follow.
"Oh you'll get pregnant like that!*snaps fingers*" said the doctor who performed my termination.
Yeah? Well f*ck you you jerk, I can't and I'm not and I wish I'd never come to you for the termination because life would have been so different.
I'm a mess. I feel fat and disgusting. I've been "happy eating" and not really exercising thinking that I was still maybe pregnant.
I'm sorry Amelia . Usually you won't get a positive on an opk before you'll get a positive on an hpt. It takes a lot of hcg to make an opk positive.
I can't believe your doctor lied to you like that. Termination can make it harder to conceive in some cases and he should have better explained risks to you especially if you asked.
I wish there was more to do to cheer you up but I know exactly how you're feeling and I know that it feels like things are never going to work out and nothing anyone says will truly make it better until you see those pretty pink lines but just know we are hear to listen to you rant and give encouraging words whenever you need them.