Well I start off with introducing myself..My name is Brittany I am 23 and I have a 18 month old daughter and a son who will be 4 weeks old tomorrow...Well with my daughter I had a very traumatic birth and was diagnosed with PTSD(Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) AND PPD(Post Partum Depression) after having my daughter...It was terrible for me I started taking Zoloft and seeing a counselor and it helped alot but continued my medicine to prevent relapse till I became pregnant with my son...I however suffered with depression through out my entire pregnancy and just couldnt enjoy it...I didnt want ot take medicine that could harm my child...Well for the first 18 days being home everything was great I had lots of energy was coping great with both the kids and keeping the house spotless and all the laundry done and still managing to pump BM for my son and I felt so proud of myself....Well here 27 days after my sons birth and the past 9 days have been HELL!! I really hoped it would not come back this time but it did...I stopped wanting to play with my daughter or hold my son and couldnt stand my OH to even touch me...along with not eating as much as I should and stopped pumping regularly because I just didnt have the energy to and just couldnt get past it...It doesnt help the situation that my OH is pretty much begging for attention and I just cant give it to him because I just dont have enough of me to go around...So I called my Dr 2 days ago and explained what was going on and they sent in a prescription for Prozac...So I am on day 2 of taking my meds and already notice sleeping better at night but only able to play with my daughter for 15 minutes at a time before I feel the need to go hid in my room again...Its also hard for me because now that i am taking this medicine I am not allowed to pump BM for my son anymore and he has to go on formula completely...Which breaks my heart because I feel like I have let him down...Not to mention he had been excessively gassy and crying all night for the past 3 nights and it was driving me NUTS!! But fortunately yesterday I went to Walmart and got some Mylacon Gas Drops and Gripe Water and it worked wonders last night he was only up for 30 minutes every 3.5 hours to eat,burp,be changed and fall back asleep which was heaven for the both of us!! But my OH just doesnt understand how hard PPD for me and that there is only so much I can do and that it doesnt go away in one day...He knows how hard it was for me the last time and was very understanding but this time he just doesnt get it or doesnt care...I talked to my SIL who had severe PPD and she allowed me to vent and reassured me that it was all gonna be ok and that she would talk to my OH and just try to explain to him how it is and that he should be extra patient with me and try to be as helpful as possible so I can overcome this quicker....Just dont know what to do to make him understand taking care of 2 under 2 is hard but its a completely different level of hard when you are battling with PPD....Any advice or words of encouragement are welcome as this is a very trying time for me and I hate feeling like I am letting my kids down!
Hiya, my baby is 15 weeks ond now.
I was diagnosed and treated for PTSD a few years ago so my doctors and MW were on their guard ready for me to get PND. I never imagined I would, but two weeks after the birth it hit me like shit.
I've had a hell of alot of pysical symptoms with the deppression, I finally agreed to take meds for the first time, 8 weeks ago. It took about 5 weeks for them to kick in properly, but I am so glad I started the meds. Straight away I started to sleep better on them.
How long have you been on the meds for ?