Hotmum
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Try and get some rest if you can hun...
I hope they bring the heart scan forwards, would it be worth trying to call them tomorrow to see if they can?
Would there be any chance of moving back down near your mum so you have more support close by?
Hotmum, I am catholic, and I tell you; sometimes God is shit at his job...why would he make people that don't deserve the pain suffer?...I really don't buy all the 'god will only give you what he thinks you can deal with' stuff much
I dont know what works for you but everyone is different...
I know that MY faith is holding me still =)
I have no parents, or ANY family around and I meant it, like NOBODY in the United States and my husband also have just his mom, nobody else, so siblings or dad or anything, I do have friends, but you know, is different...
Nobody was really helping me with the bedrest besides husband and grandma, and while I was in the hospital, I had nobody either, my husband worked 7-6 and grandma was taking care of my 2 year old, so I was pretty much alone...
And I am christian, I do pray a lot, and I know how faith helped me, I am emotional still but I know is in God´s hands...
I know it isnt fair thinking - 'god will only give you what he thinks you can deal with' - I am not saying that either...
I know that we can blame God a lot of times, but for lottie is not totally over yet, so I just suggested what I´ve been trying... faith
that´s all... I know that must be HARD, but if you re not...
I will be praying for you lottie...
I am not a saint, I blame God before, but even when I blamed him, he was the only one there for me... I had a hard life, but I am not telling my story to be the victim here, just wanted to explain my point of view =)
sorry for anything that I said... just trying to help =)