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LilMiss_91
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This is a bit long and rambly but please read and reply.
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don't know what to do. I had a mmc at 7wks, discovered at 12wks at the end of June, passed baby at 14wks, 2 days before my sons 2nd birthday. Had my first post mc period middle of August and conceived again immediately. I should be 9+3 today (my tickers completely off). And I feel like the same thing is happening again.
I posted on here with my concerns a couple of times during the previous pregnancy, and so many kind ladies tried to reassure me that it was normal to worry and that they were sure that everything would be just fine. Unfortunately however, it turned out that my gut instinct had been right all along. And for about the last week or... actually more, I've felt the same way. Wary. Unexcited. Cautious. When the baby's arrival comes up in conversation it feels like something that deep down I know isn't going to actually happen. I keep thinking, "right, I'm going to tell my sister!", and then quickly think better of it, which is how I felt last time. My jeans are all too tight and I desperately want to invest in some maternity ones. About 2wks ago I went online and had them in my basket but something stopped me from going ahead and buying them.
My booked scan isn't until Nov 17th, when I'll be nearly 13wks. And something is telling me not to wait that long. But with no pain or bleeding and just my gut instinct, I have no chance of the Dr sending me for one sooner.
I just feel like this pregnancy is going nowhere, and that it isn't going to be ok. I don't know what to do or where to go to get help.
I
don't know what to do. I had a mmc at 7wks, discovered at 12wks at the end of June, passed baby at 14wks, 2 days before my sons 2nd birthday. Had my first post mc period middle of August and conceived again immediately. I should be 9+3 today (my tickers completely off). And I feel like the same thing is happening again.
I posted on here with my concerns a couple of times during the previous pregnancy, and so many kind ladies tried to reassure me that it was normal to worry and that they were sure that everything would be just fine. Unfortunately however, it turned out that my gut instinct had been right all along. And for about the last week or... actually more, I've felt the same way. Wary. Unexcited. Cautious. When the baby's arrival comes up in conversation it feels like something that deep down I know isn't going to actually happen. I keep thinking, "right, I'm going to tell my sister!", and then quickly think better of it, which is how I felt last time. My jeans are all too tight and I desperately want to invest in some maternity ones. About 2wks ago I went online and had them in my basket but something stopped me from going ahead and buying them.
My booked scan isn't until Nov 17th, when I'll be nearly 13wks. And something is telling me not to wait that long. But with no pain or bleeding and just my gut instinct, I have no chance of the Dr sending me for one sooner.
I just feel like this pregnancy is going nowhere, and that it isn't going to be ok. I don't know what to do or where to go to get help.