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Found out im pregnant 4 days ago and for some reason i feel so full of dread and i dont know why me and my partner have had a couple of rough patches but we do love each other very much. He is shocked and happy about this but i just dont know how i feel about it. I have a 2 year old already and with him working away alot it has been a difficult year. I just feel like everything is so unknown i have so many fears and worries. I had alot of complications in my last pregnancy (sfd/growth ******ation/ low liquer volume/emergency c section) and im scared of it happening again it was so horrible having scans every week and the constant anxiety. Not only this they have to cut my sertraline dose down to try and wean me off . so i guess that was doesnt help . i hope nobody thinks im being ingrateful as i know alot of women who would kill to be in my position and i know what it is like x it took me 3 years ttcs my son so i understand the fustrations. Something just doesnt feel right