LadyLovenox
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Hi ladies. As the title says I am pregnant with #2...it's much sooner than expected. With #1, it took us 4 rounds of ivf and 3.5 years of trying to get pregnant. Now that ds is 17 months, I figured we'd better start trying again...i definitely wasn't ready yet, but figured who knows how long we will have to try or what all we will have to go through fertility treatment-wise to get pg again, so better start trying. Well, pg naturally the first month!! Shocker!! I am feeling so blessed after all we have been through, to be pg naturally. However, I feel as sad as I do happy bc I feel like the timer on my special bond w my son has begun its countdown. I feel so horrible for making him share me, and before I feel either of us are ready. I have a bond with my him that is so strong and deep, and I feel that this will crush our special bond. I have been crying a lot, and just want to be happy but I can't help this feeling. Please no rude remarks about how I should have waited till I was ready. If you've been through what I went through to get my son, you'd understand. Thanks in advance.