Mumofboys87
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Ok please don't judge I just need someone to talk to. I have no one here at home who would understand and hubby thinks I'm being dramatic!!!
Ok so first of all I love my children more than life it's self. I have four beautiful boys. Aged 6 5 4 and 2. When baby is born they will all be 7 6 4 and 3 (yes I'm mad) ok so this baby wasn't planned and was a masssssssive shock. I'm happy of course I am baby is healthy.
So we have a gender scan a week on Monday and I'm not looking forward to it at all. I am excited to see my baby moving and reassured that they will be healthy.
Now the horrible part.
I have every feeling this is a boy. I really feel like I'm letting my family down as they all want a girl. And I am feeling like I am a let down and if it is a boy I'm letting everyone including myself down. Of course I will love him but I know deep down I would love a girl.
Please someone talk to me over this. I have no one xx
Ok so first of all I love my children more than life it's self. I have four beautiful boys. Aged 6 5 4 and 2. When baby is born they will all be 7 6 4 and 3 (yes I'm mad) ok so this baby wasn't planned and was a masssssssive shock. I'm happy of course I am baby is healthy.
So we have a gender scan a week on Monday and I'm not looking forward to it at all. I am excited to see my baby moving and reassured that they will be healthy.
Now the horrible part.
I have every feeling this is a boy. I really feel like I'm letting my family down as they all want a girl. And I am feeling like I am a let down and if it is a boy I'm letting everyone including myself down. Of course I will love him but I know deep down I would love a girl.
Please someone talk to me over this. I have no one xx