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[waiting2012]

Jenn...
You crack me up!!! Bouncing up and down...Hell girl, swig some castor oil and eat some jalapenos, and have sex then bounce on that ball!!!

If you eat really spicy food--it helps from what I hear...Hmmm...Hot spicy sex????

I doubt a difference of 2 days will matter...and that is awesome that you are already 2 CMs!!!!!! Ok, I change my 7-Ball prediction...I'm shooting for July 1st--with you celebrating the 4th of July with Cameron in your arms!!

 

[brooke1993]

came back from the dr and after a good cry I am still very upset and confused they said and well I seen 2 sacs one has a baby with a heartbeat measuring 4 weeks 6 days and one nothing so yes I am losing or have lost a baby
They are doing another draw tomarrow am and another ultrasound next Monday.The doctor said the other baby is measuring fine for had been a twin but I just dont know what to think.He said my body should just reabsorb the other baby BUT THATS NOT WHAT I WANT I WANT THEM BOTH,Why is what I ask.I feel done for ladies yes I should be thankful but I am not, know I sound crazy but they are my feelings.I am going for a nap I cant face how I feel I need sleep.luv u all

 

[calebsmom06]

I am so scared to try the castor oil, I hear you just end up on the toilet for hours...eeeeeek and I already just started having hemrroid problems (tmi) for the first time in my life so not so sure about that one. And yes I bounce on the ball I mean not like hoping lol but sit and gently bounce, its supposably supposed to help the baby in position and keep him there. As far as sex goes YES! I had some last night ( I was woken up to it lol, again tmi) and this morning was when I was having all the contractions so I would have to say the SEX theory could actually work. I also heard eggplant parmesan which I would like to make anyways so that may be worth a try next week if he isnt here by then....having sex and then bouncing sounds like it could be hopeful to haha. And ummmm July 1 is only like 4 days away, a lady at work says june 29 in like 2 days and she has been saying that for a month lol, guess we will see who is the closest Maybe your original July 6 who knows. But July 1 would be awesome!

 

[calebsmom06]

Brooke-So sorry to hear you are feeling so down I know it is hard to lose one and it takes an emotional toll on you. I feel so sad that you are going through t his. On the bright side at least it is not both of them that didnt go, you still have one. I know it doesnt help but I hear it is very common to have this happen and that most dont ever even know they were ever even pregnant wit twins because by the time an ultrasound is done the body already absorbs the other. I hope you find peace and understanding. We will all be praying for you and I pray for peace in your heart. You have another angel in heaven but you also have an angel that you will soon hold in your arms. Hope you feel better soon Prayers are with you.

 

[brooke1993]

Brooke-So sorry to hear you are feeling so down I know it is hard to lose one and it takes an emotional toll on you. I feel so sad that you are going through t his. On the bright side at least it is not both of them that didnt go, you still have one. I know it doesnt help but I hear it is very common to have this happen and that most dont ever even know they were ever even pregnant wit twins because by the time an ultrasound is done the body already absorbs the other. I hope you find peace and understanding. We will all be praying for you and I pray for peace in your heart. You have another angel in heaven but you also have an angel that you will soon hold in your arms. Hope you feel better soon Prayers are with you.

the dr said he seen the heartbeat a flickering I didnt see or hear anything because it was so small and I just dont know anymore I am a mess but will pray your labor is fast and as painless as it can be and I say you will have him on the 7th @ 8:34 pm weighing 7 lbs 9oz 19 nches and if I am not around I love you all and I am just a mess right now but will pray for u all i think my doctor is a piece of crap who should be shot with horseshit he said to me well atleast 1 is still hanging in there WHO SAYS THAT???????????????? He was cold and mean if u ask me and i am so so upset and so idk what i am but i told dh i wanted to abort this other baby WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS?????????DH is very upset with me and I dont even care!I think he is an ass too
I wish this feeling would go away
i also feel like i should just stay away because I am the last thing any of you ladies need right now.I am a mess and I am so angry i pray it goes away and i am sorry for being a selfish absorbed bitch as dh said,he dont understand nothing!I told him he was probably glad that this happened so he pulled over and shut the truck off and got out and walked and i just sat there and cryed for over an hour.By the time I drove home he was there chopping wood.I am so mad at him and myself and just so I dont know anymore ladies maybe I am a bad person

 

[calebsmom06]

Your not a bad person, Your just going through alot of emotional stress right now. You dont want to abort the other baby, that is your miracle. Maybe just try to relax lay down and try to rest, take a bubble bath and more rest. It will take time to get your mind off of things, I know men can be asses just remember he is going through this also and knowing one child didnt or isnt making it is probally taking a toll on him as well. Seriously, try to take nice warm bath and get some rest. We will all be praying for you and yes I dont care what your going through and everyone else will agree, you still need to stay here, we are eachothers backbone and when any of us needs eachother we will ALWAYS be here for eachother. We can talk to eachother about things that we can not talk to our hubbys aout or moms or friends, we have an open line of communication here and that is not limited to any one person or event thats happening in your life. No matter what you are going through always remember we WILL be here for you. Please get some rest and try to relax, it will take a few days to get your mind straight

 

[waiting2012]

Brooke...Hun...I'm so sorry dear.... I feel your pain, honest! I yelled at Jason the same thing over the weekend (when I thought I was miscarrying), That this is exactly what he hopes for... Your emotions are running rampant..I mean shit... You find out your pregnant, then your numbers look really good--I was only guessing that it was twins--I didn't know if they would find 2 or not... But then to have this happen..I'm so so so so sorry sweetie! I agree with Jenn though--there are a lot of cases of this happening and its because of women going to get early bloodwork, and u/s's that they find out about it... You have a precious daughter, you are carrying a precious baby.. I know using the A-word is out of extreme grief but I from experience--honey--that is not something you want to do... There could be a lot of reasons why the twin didn't stick, we will never know, but in 7 1/2 months when you hold that baby--you will understand and that baby needs a strong momma to tell them how up in Heaven, is their Twin-Spirit and one day they will be together once again--you will be with your babies once again.. I luv you hun! Don't feel like you can't be here because you had a bad day, or feel like you shouldn't be here because your emotions are so up and down right now. It sounds like you need us sweetie, and we need to know you are doing ok right now.. Sorry your OB was such an ass--that is something a man would say... I guess he didn't realize that after your loss in January, it took a while to get over, and now this... I'm crying with you sweetie...I love ya girl! Please don't stay away to long, but take the time you need...

 

[waiting2012]

Have to get back to work... Yay...Just a few more hours...

No word from the doc yet--didn't expect to anyways... Its only been a day...

Talk to everyone later!

Many, Many, Many HUGS!!!

 

[waiting2012]

crap, between all this going on and doing my fb games...LOL

I took one of the hpts...Yeppers ... So far so good...now for those labs...

Brooke--Stay strong for me, if for no one else!!! I love ya' girl!!!! I really need to know you are doing ok!!

 

[calebsmom06]

Yeah steph Was it a dark line? I cant wait to hear about your test results!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Gosh allmighty it looks like my "feeling" was true for Brookey I'm so freaking sorry I just am gonna stop saying things....because I "feel" things and I know things and darn it I hate being right I am so sorry Brooke that you are losing a baby that so sucks....The only reason I "guessed" that was I had another friend on here do the same thing...she lost one an her numbers dropped....an then went way back up an she had lost a twin.....

I know how heartbreaking it has to be...but you can't abort the other one....you gotta just know that God needed the other baby for your baby in Heaven to have a brother or sister....and the one on earth will have a beautiful sister I know its hard to stomache right now but I pray God gives you some peace in your heart and that God calms you down enough so the other sweet little pea will be okay! .....But I'll be praying that you feel better about things....I am so sorry

 

[AndreaFlorida]

oooooo pee on a stick an show us LMAO ...........sorry I missed you pee'd on stick an it was I won't be testing this trigger out though....I think its too much of a heartbreak and if this cycle doesn't work I think I'm honestly done....

 

[waiting2012]

yeah, I would if I could figure out what software on my phone I deleted...OMG....I searched the net for information and I guess I went and deleted it awhile back so now my phone can't "find" my camera...Stupid f'ing phone, stupid me..LOL..

That's a good idea about the testing Andi...Might be more of a surprise when you do see that !!

And I don't think you said anything wrong hun... It's perfectly fine hun... That's what we are here for!

Glad today seems to be going better for you!! ..

I need to get off here..LOL.... But I'm so f'ing bored and hungry..

 

[bnporter81]

Once again I feel like I've missed out on a lot with you all

Brooke, I'm so so sorry about losing one of them. Nothing any of us say can take away your pain...all we can really do is let you know that we're here for you and we careThat was a really shitty thing for your doctor to say. Just try to blow that off as well as any comments your DH or anyone else might have. The feelings of grief will take a long while to pass, I'm sure, but I am glad that you still have a sticky little bean in there. I pray that God gives you the comfort and strength you need right now to overcome this hardship...that this precious little baby you still have will be the most healthy, beautiful, perfect baby you could ever imagine Try to hang in there...you and DH can get through this if you do it together

Andi, sorry that AF showed up but happy about your meds and that things are better between you and your DH.

Steph, glad your test is still coming back looking good Looking forward to hearing your new numbers...hugs and prayers for you

Jenn, I heard of some kind of cookie recipe when I was pregnant last time...I was so eager for him to come that I was trying everything. I don't even remember where I found it but you can google it under cookie recipe to induce labor...or something like that. The tasted a bit unusual, lol, but not that bad. I made a few batches and a few days later just felt really off and then went into labor that next morning. Maybe worth a shot?

Ashe, sorry to hear that you still need the pelvic rest, but as long as you and little sweetie are fine then that's the main thing that matters Poor hubby, lol...it must be tough on both of you but I'm sure you'll find a wayHope everything works out well with the glucose test...I'm sure it will be fine

Tanya, have you been having any more contractions? Thinking of you and sending lots of your way.

Mandy, glad to hear that things got worked out a little bit for you and your friend...hope everything else is going good during your pregnancy

I'm doing okay I guess...CD 37 or 38....I don't even really know any more. Just kinda going with the flow (or lack of)No pun intendedI think I'm going to try that fertility blend that Ashe told me about a few weeks ago. I'll probably get next week and see what happens. My step-daughter will be here until probably the last week in July so now I've got 4 children in the house and it makes it so hard to have time to do anything but clean and cook, lol

Hope everyone has a great night and I'll get back on when I canI know I did the laundry one twice, but man is there a lot of it

 

[waiting2012]

So no flow yet Beth??? Hmmm... Just don't go 80+ days like I did.... Best to get that checked out before it carries on unless your using opks again, but then again...without having had a cycle yet and I remember you had some conflicting tests this past month--that might be hard to rely on.... Crazy, I know... Wild Yam Root is a natural progesterone, might try to see if that helps bring on your delayed cycle if you don't want to go to the doc... I def think the fertility blend will help though!

When you are done at your house sweetie--come on over! I have tons to do but it is so dang hot in the house without enough AC to make it cool or bearable--I've just let it go and done the basic things that have to be done...UGH....

Luv ya hun!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I have a bottle of the fertility blend.....I think I took 2 of them from the bottle and I started Clomid and I don't think I can mix it with the meds I'm on now so its just sitting here....LOL....stupid body of mine I wanna cry today has been a trying day for me emotionally I know I'll be okay....just lots of shit on my mind sorry for the S word but I've lost my loonies today

 

[calebsmom06]

Thank Beth, Lol I found the reciepe you were talking about, they are spicy gingersnap cookies, if it comes down to it I will make some hehe. My doc mentioned again today that we would start monitoring the babies weight once I get to 37 1/2-38 weeks to see if we will be doing a c-section or natural and I do NOT want to have a c-section! Not at all

 

[calebsmom06]

Hope you feel better Andi Seems everyone is having a bunch of problems and down days lately Hope you all get to feeling better

 

[bnporter81]

I hear ya, Jenn...I'd be doing everything possible to try to get him out so you can prevent a C-section. I hope one of them (or a combination) works for you soon!

 

[waiting2012]

Alright, here's the plan of action for Jenn...

Eat the spicy ginger snaps AFTER eating Armadillo Eggs (known as stuffed jalpenos with bacon wrapped around them)--these are to be eaten with the hottest hot sauce you can stand.... Now don't forget the sex, and the ball--shoot have sex while on the ball (Is that possible??? )... A few jumping jacks for good measure-- and how bout a stern talking towards Cameron and let him know that he's coming out soon whether he likes it or not!

Shoot girl, you only have 8 more CMs to go!!!