Jencocoa
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I am more confused than ever. I went for the scan again today and I still do not have a definitive answer however they told me more than likely I will miscarry but that it's always a chance of a miracle. The ultrasound showed that the baby didn't really grow but we did see a heartbeat. The heartbeat was very weak. My midwife wasn't in but they had a doctor come talk to me and say that while the baby grew slightly it was not what they would like to see or what they typically see at this stage. She said the heartbeat was also low for what they would see at this stage. They basically made it sound like the baby is struggling and eventually will not make it and I will miscarry. I knew it was not looking good but a few days ago I finally started to get pregnancy symptoms
Severe nausea, fatigue, major aversion to smells and foods. So I thought perhaps things would be OK. I am carrying a live baby right now but it's a baby who is not well and is really struggling in that just breaks my heart into pieces. It's like I'm just waiting to cramp and bleed or for the ultrasound to show a heartbeat has stopped. I'm going to try to live as if a miracle will happen but at the same time should I get too attached just to be brokenhearted?