ladders
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Hi ladies,
I feel awful for posting here as ultimately all I want is a healthy baby. We have 1 dd already and this is our second and last baby. From 14 week scan it's looking pretty like a boy and I'm scared if confirmed I'm going to be disappointed. I come from a family of girls, I have a sister my sister has two girls, I have a girl, my two best friends have 2 girls each. I just don't know what to do with a boy. If always imagined myself with 2 girls and my dd having a sister like I have as we are really close. All the clothes I packed away thinking will be worn again won't. I know it's silly and after 2 miscarriages I really didn't think I would feel this way. We have a private scan tomorrow to find out and I'm scared I'll be upset, dh will be so happy and what if I'm not? Im scared when I have my boy I'll feel so horrible and guilty for having felt like this. I feel horrible and guilty for even writing it but I'm too scared to tell anyone.
Sorry for the ramberling I'm just feeling emotional
I feel awful for posting here as ultimately all I want is a healthy baby. We have 1 dd already and this is our second and last baby. From 14 week scan it's looking pretty like a boy and I'm scared if confirmed I'm going to be disappointed. I come from a family of girls, I have a sister my sister has two girls, I have a girl, my two best friends have 2 girls each. I just don't know what to do with a boy. If always imagined myself with 2 girls and my dd having a sister like I have as we are really close. All the clothes I packed away thinking will be worn again won't. I know it's silly and after 2 miscarriages I really didn't think I would feel this way. We have a private scan tomorrow to find out and I'm scared I'll be upset, dh will be so happy and what if I'm not? Im scared when I have my boy I'll feel so horrible and guilty for having felt like this. I feel horrible and guilty for even writing it but I'm too scared to tell anyone.
Sorry for the ramberling I'm just feeling emotional