Fit_Mama, that is great doubling time. Try to stay positive and know that it is out of your hands. There is every chance this will go on and be successful. It’s horrible being PAL though. Every time I go to the loo, I’m scared to wipe. My mc happened first thing in the morning when I woke covered in blood and it still haunts me 2.5 years later. I have to really concentrate to avoid expecting it again. BUT, with my son, I made the decision to be positive because I didn’t want to wreck the start of a successful pregnancy. You can’t jinx things and being positive will feed off itself. Easier said than done though, I know.
Here are some mantras I found during the early days of my son’s pregnancy, when I was working on my positivity. I hope they might be helpful for someone, myself included!::
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So I got 3+ on the digi yesterday. I was 5+2 so I decided I’d waited long enough. I was so relieved to see it though.
My GP messed up a prescription and I’m nearly out of cyclogest. After trying 8 local chemists, I finally turned up at an antenatal clinic in the hospital and they managed to track some down. I’ve got to go back at 9am today to collect it. I probably don’t even need it, but my clinic advised it and I’m not taking any risks. It was a stressful day though, as DH was working so I had to lug Finlo around with me and he picked up on my anxiety and started planking when I tried to put him in the pushchair. So much for not lifting heavy things, I had to put him in the sling!!! Anyway, all good now.
I’m awake again. I remember this insomnia from last time and it goes on for a while, so I’m just trying not to stress and using the awake time to catch up on internet stuff I can’t do while Finlo is awake.
I’m still in disbelief. It still seems utterly impossible that this happened and I’m absolutely over the moon.