Hey ladies. I am just having a rough morning. Totally lost it last night with DH. He was great and super supportive. I know it is because I am over tired, not sleeping well and just don't have the energy to go out and do things with friends in the evenings (which is when most of my friends have parties and other events). I am so tired of feeling like crap, feeling tired, not having energy to even walk the dog as long as I want to. People keep telling me it will get better, but it's been 2 months of this! I am STILL getting up to pee sometimes 6 or 7 times a night ( maybe more? i stop counting when it's more than 3). I am tired of being afraid to eat things like beef. I am tired of not being able to really discuss this stuff with people because 1. we haven't told everyone yet and 2. very few of my friends are married and pregnant or have kids. And then I have friends (and DH) that try to get me to go out and be social in the evenings even though they know it's really hard for me. Last night, someone said to me "you look really sick". I'm not sick! I am PREGNANT and feel like shit because I am up too LATE! It's futile, I can't win....We do want this baby, but I have just felt awful the whole time!
Sorry, I just needed to get this out.
Hey ladies. I am just having a rough morning. Totally lost it last night with DH. He was great and super supportive. I know it is because I am over tired, not sleeping well and just don't have the energy to go out and do things with friends in the evenings (which is when most of my friends have parties and other events). I am so tired of feeling like crap, feeling tired, not having energy to even walk the dog as long as I want to. People keep telling me it will get better, but it's been 2 months of this! I am STILL getting up to pee sometimes 6 or 7 times a night ( maybe more? i stop counting when it's more than 3). I am tired of being afraid to eat things like beef. I am tired of not being able to really discuss this stuff with people because 1. we haven't told everyone yet and 2. very few of my friends are married and pregnant or have kids. And then I have friends (and DH) that try to get me to go out and be social in the evenings even though they know it's really hard for me. Last night, someone said to me "you look really sick". I'm not sick! I am PREGNANT and feel like shit because I am up too LATE! It's futile, I can't win....We do want this baby, but I have just felt awful the whole time!
Sorry, I just needed to get this out.