Aww fishy try not to be too downhearted, you may find that things are totally different this time, think positive honey, like jelly said your body may do everything just fine this time x
Lilia is so unbelievably chilled out, she's fine being away from me, doesn't even ask for me or even notice I'm gone which I could get upset about but I know I should be glad about it really! She adores my parents and they adore her straight back, so that's a big part of it!! It's the first time they've had her at their house and not mine though but she is absolutely fine, she shouted I love you mummy down the phone to me today before running off to help grandad water his tomatoes so I know she loves me really!