Ha ha ha blob!! I am trying so hard not to think about it too much, but then in the back of my mind a little voice is saying "your period is due next week....."!! I really have no feelings whether I will get a BFP or not, we'll see how things go the next few days! Eek!
Part of me will feel bad if and when I do get a BFP. One of the girls in my office, who is hard work at the best of times, has had lots of problems this year and had surgery for endometriosis. She's been back for a scan recently, and hubby has also had sperm count tests etc, they are TTC. She was back to see her consultant today who fears that her endometriosis is growing back and she has scar tissue, and also it maybe growing more n her bowel and she could require bowel surgery. They've referred them to St Mary's in Manchester for IVF with ICSI. She knows loosely that we're trying again, and I know that if we are successful, she will turn into the biggest bitch going. Another of the girls had her baby on Boxing Day, and she was horrible to her throughout her pregnancy. I know why she's like this, but it's not the nicest. And as one of her friends and her line manager, it's not easy to sort out!! Argh!