Guppy051708
2 by Sea 2 by Land
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I have only been off BCP a month. It took me eight or nine months of diligent, hardcore TTC with my last two. My situation then was totally different. I was a SAHM and married...but now things have changed. I am divorced (seperated almost two years now), i work FT as a CPS worker, and i have a DB, that i love dearly. We just bought a house and are fixing a couole of things up before we move in together. He has three children (two girls and a boy, ages 4, 6, and 8) and i have three children (two boys and a girl ages 3, 5, and 6).
I dont know how i feel...shocked, scared, but happy too. After going through basically every form of BC out there and having complications w it, i decided to ditch the BC and we decided whatever happens, happens. I was at a point of either shutting down the baby factory, permenantly, or have one more a few years down the road and then be done for good. I am honestly shocked the test was positive. With my last two, It took 8 or 9 cycles of charting madness, peeing on Sticks, OPKs, timing things, taking supplements to ov. I honestly did not believe an opsie would ever happen to me....i must sound so immature and dumb....but thats just been my experience...anyways, im happy but also afraid of the what-ifs...with all due respect to working moms, i am horrified at the idea of sending baby to daycare at six weeks old :'( but if i can figure a way around that, then i know we will both be happy.
Nonetheless, i am very surprised.
I dont know how i feel...shocked, scared, but happy too. After going through basically every form of BC out there and having complications w it, i decided to ditch the BC and we decided whatever happens, happens. I was at a point of either shutting down the baby factory, permenantly, or have one more a few years down the road and then be done for good. I am honestly shocked the test was positive. With my last two, It took 8 or 9 cycles of charting madness, peeing on Sticks, OPKs, timing things, taking supplements to ov. I honestly did not believe an opsie would ever happen to me....i must sound so immature and dumb....but thats just been my experience...anyways, im happy but also afraid of the what-ifs...with all due respect to working moms, i am horrified at the idea of sending baby to daycare at six weeks old :'( but if i can figure a way around that, then i know we will both be happy.
Nonetheless, i am very surprised.