I used to be a chef Angel so I don't mind cooking at all, I just need to force myself to do it coz it's so easy to just say "oh I didn't have chance coz I have 2 babies to look after", and yeah some days I'm cooking and dd will start yelling and ds will start crying and I think OMG give me the takeaway menu lol!! But like you say I got that boost today that makes it totally worth it!
And like you say I do not feel deprived! I've had a few drinks on some nights, I've had a bit of chocolate, I've had some cheddars (my most fave snack in the world!). I'd say the only thing I've really cut down on is bread, cheese and mayonnaise coz they are all so high in syns. But tonight df made burgers using mostly syn free ingredients, then I cut my 40g of reduced fat cheddar to have on top, he made a yummy burger sauce with lighter than light mayo, ketchup, Worcestershire sauce and this yummy Heinz chipotle I found that's only 45 calories for 100ml and you only need a dash. Sorry I'm veering off track......my point being the cheddar was my healthy A and was so yummy with the low syn sauce df made! And my bun was my healthy b!
I got the rocky road today and the peanut one, didn't realise the peanut one is double the syns of the others though and can only have 1 as a healthy extra, still they are worth a try!