SO FED UP!!! (massive rant)

[pansylove]

19 weeks today and still suffering morning sickness. my lower back hurts so much that it's difficult to sit up, my stomach muscles seem to have upped and left just when i need them most and i have to pull myself up or else i get stuck lying down.
everything i look at to eat or drink i just don't want, even though i'm STARVING and so thirsty everything's like eurgh no.
i found my first serious red stretch marks on my boobs and i really don't like them, they've gone from a 32B to a 36C in pregnancy. and i've gained a stone and a half even though the baby is about 6 ounces! ialjofijiohgih;eoihsfpij

i'm just so absolutely sick to death of this. not seeing my midwife again until 27th july, and not got my gender scan until 29th july, i just want to know now!!! i'm getting so impatient because it's the only thing that will cheer me up right now!! and my OH said 'i really hope its a girl' ?!!! now what if it's a boy i'm going to think he's really disappointed!!!! and we're supposed to be moving house on 1st august which i can't wait for because i'm SICK of this house i really really hate it, but our estate agents have said we have to be out before 26th july so what the hell are we supposed to do for a week!!! even though the rent we paid covered us until 18th august we requested to move out early on 19th july but that never happened.
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i just want to leave here now!!!

oh AND i'm sort of in limbo because the job i got i still don't know when the store is opening and nobody has rung me, it was supposed to open last week but i didn't hear anything.

i'm so. SO fed up. and OH just things i'm whining. i'm in pain! i want food! i want my life sorted and not it all be up in the air!!!!

sorry for the huge rant, i don't expect anyone to reply would be nice if you did but none of this probably made any sense!!!!
phew.!

 

[Dragonfly]

welcome to pregnancy some have it hard some dont. I had it hard first time but it was worth it. I was sick right to the end and even in labour,. I had spd from 20 weeks and needed crutches and swelling and high bp from 30 weeks and I went over due. Sometimes its not a walk in the park, this time its different with currant pregnancy. I felt bad complaining as some couldn't get pregnant and would even go through the bad bits for a baby. You do have the right to feel crap , i was sick 7 times a day, had depression and spend all of it in bed just in tears with hormones all over the place. You will survive

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

We all need a good rant now and again.

You might want to ask your MW about the morning sickness tablets. I know they have them, as my cousin had to be on them from day one till she had all three of her children. She had morning sickness so bad through her pregnancies that she actually would go stay with her mom because she couldn't stand the smell of their house. (She's real big into candles, so her house permanently smells strongly of candle scents) But after she was put on these tablets it got better!

Hope you feel better (physically & emotionally) soon! xxxxx

 

[Sarah10]

Aww, i got moments like that too.. my MS lasted til 26 weeks, all day and night it was dreadful! I hope you get the house sorted soon, i've just moved + it was aload of stress! xx

 

[rainbows_x]

I hope the morning sickness goes for you soon, all in all I had it for around four weeks, bloody horrible! & I know what you mean about the whole food thing, I can't stand things I used to love
Can't give much help on the moving front, but I hope everything gets sorted soon for you, must be horrible not knowing what you are doing.
& you don't have to wait much longer to find out the sex! I'm sure your OH will be happy either way
xxx

 

[Tanara]

Everything will sort itself out hun, most important thing is to keep your head up major

 

[pansylove]

THANK YOU SO MUCH everyone i keep getting these moments when i'm really down and suddenly everything seems like a massive problem but then it gets better i think everything will settle down once i move and get everything sorted and settled! xxxxx