i've had enough. i feel like shit. its nearly half 11 and i'm eating pasta cos i cant stop fuking eating. i cant sit up straight cos it hurts my cervix type area. my back aches in general. my ribs hurt. i feel like in in a world of my own, my heads fucked. i've got a blocked ear and can hardly hear. sent OH out before to get stuff for tea, he didnt get the main things i asked for. if i lie down i cant get comfy, but i cant get comfy on the sofa so keep going to bed early but cant sleep. i want katie here now. i've got MIL coming a few days after she's due and i'm dreading it. i really like her, but i just want the house to myself after i've had my baby/am in labour if i go over. i dont want to be worrying about stuff. we dont have a tv in our room so i cant even go off to bed to lie down and watch tv if i awnt. i'm so fucking fed up and i just want to curl up and cry, but i cant cry properly cos i feel like i cant breathe if i do.