I have had it both ways, as this is my fourth pregnancy. I had my first when I was alone and 17, my next two when I was married, and this one should be here any day. The father to this one totally abandoned me early on while I have a blood clot in my leg and two young children to take care of all on my own. I do have to say though, as tough as this pregnancy has been, I am thankful that I do not have the fob around to make it even worse!! When I was pregnant with my middle two kids, AND married, it was hard in a different way.....
I mean, I feel lonely and overwhelmed on the best of days now, however back then, my husband was so useless that I felt trapped and almost tortured on a daily basis. He would say mean things, be completely selfish, and I had all the emotional drama of a bad relationship on top of being pregnant and doing it alone while "married". I'm sure there are a lot of women out there complaining about their OH's for minor stuff, but I also know first hand how devastating it can feel to deal with real relationship problems, abuse, AND being "alone" during pregnancy.
I've got to admit, I will take being single and doing everything completely on my own, even with a blood clot in my leg and bed rest and a 6 and 7 year old.... over doing all of that with an abusive, or neglectful or mean OH making life so much more unbearable.
There are positives and negatives on both sides. I guess the trick is, no matter what our situation may be, is to find the happy medium somewhere in the middle and to try to create our own happiness. I'm getting my tubes tied after this baby, so I guess I will never know what it's like to really have an OH that is there for me during this time.... but I do have to admit, I am sooooo thankful that this time around I can be grateful for being alone. As hard as that is....
And to all you ladies who do have a pretty decent OH, I hope you can be grateful for the luxuries you DO have that some of us will never, ever know....
On another note.... Gem when are you due?? I'm waiting any day now too... my bags are packed and I am sooooo ready to go!! I'm so happy my little man will be here and I can hold him in my arms rather than my belly!!