Someone help me figure out when is CD1?

[AnonymousCAT]

May wait a few days to test again... I think I see something, but it's too stressful and I feel like this is all in my head! Ahh!!

 

[BabyCleo]

I think i see something!!

How many weeks ago was your mc? Im just wondering as i read today that the hormones can take up to 6 weeks to fully go away, and I thought of you, I would hate for you to be seeing things only to be heartbroken.

Im going to use my frer tomorrow, and and a dollar store cheapie. This TTC thing is getting old fast. Ive been trying for over a year and im pretty tired of it lol.

 

[AnonymousCAT]

The d&c was jan 28. It should be about two weeks for all the hormones to go after surgery which makes sense because I got AF at 4.5 weeks following. I've had a neg hpt in February just to make sure it was all gone. I've also had AF since then which means my body is doing what it's supposed to. So anything that shows will be a new pregnancy!

 

[AnonymousCAT]

I hope you've caught the egg! I know, it's exhausting ttc. So much mental stress. Then when you do conceive the stress doesn't stop! A whole new pile of worries... It's the only way to have a baby though so we keep at it.

 

[BabyCleo]

Should my faint line get darker? I swear i can still see something

 

[AnonymousCAT]

I think I can see something in the FRER in the first pic you posted, but it's so grainy it's hard to tell. The faint line should be getting darker if they aren't evaps. I'm not convinced mine aren't evaps. I think it's too early to test for me on the cheapies for something to legit show up. I may get something on a FRER but I only have one and don't want to waste it by testing too soon. I think I may wait until Sat to use it even though I am dying to try it now. May try a cheapie with FMU tomorrow morning.

Are you still having symptoms? When do you expect AF?

My bbs are still tender but only if I press on them. They are actually quite tender if I press on them, but not as bad as when I was pregnant. But bbs I think felt exactly like this the last time at this stage, so I am really hoping. I'm tired but not exhausted, and cm is still very thick and creamy. EEK! I can't wait until the weekend! I hope AF doesn't show! She's due Fri.

 

[AnonymousCAT]

Oh! And still having twinges in my ovaries!

 

[BabyCleo]

The line was easier to see but still very very faint, it came up right away. Im still looking at the damn test. I still have twinges and cramps, and my boobs are a little sore (first pregnancy i didnt have sore bbs at all!!) and my nips get itchy and erect really fast... its weird. THey also look veiny. Im so miserable today, ive probably burst into tears 11 times. Im sick of testing, im sick of evaps, im sick of grainy pictures, GAH. I picked up 2 more FRERs and i have a dollar store test left, which now all have bright purple evaps. I thought this would be easy... im sick of being heartbroken for months on end. I want to test tomorrow, but i also dont want to waste tests, im supposed to go drinking with my roommate who is coming back from rotation for a few days, and i dont feel like explaining why i cant drink unless i can actually say i have a bfp. Sorry, total rant, im like bawling from stress

 

[AnonymousCAT]

Oh Babycleo!! That's great news that your line came up so fast! Hopefully it is bfp for you then! Mine came up after like 3-4 min, I think it could be evap It's good you are having symptoms too. I know, it all just sucks with all this waiting and uncertainty! Definitely don't go drinking yet though until you know for certain you aren't preggo.

 

[BabyCleo]

Im testing again tomorrow morning, i picked up more frers. It cant be coincidence that i see really faint lines that come up faster right? I wont drink until I know for sure, ill just eat a lot of wings

 

[AnonymousCAT]

I think I'm out. Just checked cm and it is brown tinged. Ugh. Just put a pad in. Feeling crappy. Bbs also feel less sore.

 

[BabyCleo]

How many dpo are you though? I dont remember.. I hope your not out

 

[BabyCleo]

plus remember brown blood is old blood!

 

[AnonymousCAT]

So woke up this morning bummed out because I was expecting an early AF over night and cursing myself for my short LP... nothing, still slightly brown tinged cm when I checked. Held my pee all night (really hard for me). I swore if there was no AF this am, I would test with FMU. Bbs still sore and temp was still up. So I tested with a cheapie. I swore I saw something come up a bit faster than the other tests, this time 2-3 min mark. So I said screw it! I am going to use the FRER too and see what happens. This is driving me nuts. Anyways... no mistaking this! BFP! :happy dance:

I want to make a doctor's appt asap so I can book my 6 wk ultrasound, and call the midwife. I am PRAYING!! this is sticky and I get my rainbow!

 

[AnonymousCAT]

Here it is

 

[BabyCleo]

OMG YAY!!! I wish mine looked like that at 10dpo!! you must be an early implanter!!!! Hang on ill post mine..

 

[BabyCleo]

I cant be looking at evaps right? Like, The lines are easier to see but still squinters...

 

[AnonymousCAT]

Thank you!! Yes, I think I implant early! That's a good thing as I have a short LP and would be screwed otherwise.

I swear I think I see something in the first photo you posted from this morning. A faint line. It's hard to tell as the image is grainy, but I think I see something! FX for you!!!

 

[AnonymousCAT]

How long is it taking for the lines to show up? As long as it is under 3 min on the FRER I don't think they are evaps. Are they with FMU?

 

[AnonymousCAT]

I just re-read your posts from before and you said that the lines were coming up right away!! I think you are preggo but the test is just slow to show a strong line. 12 dpo is still early so don't despair! I look forward to seeing them darken!