JASMAK
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So, I went to see my lovely DR yesterday who I LOVE. I have known him for 6 years now, since he saw my pregnancy through with Jasper (who is 5). I have been seeing him with all my TTC troubles. Seeing him yesterday was so comforting because he said all the right words with a very sympathetic mannerism. So, of course, I bawled. 
I felt bad for doing it, but the more I tried to stop, the more I cried. I told him how it feels like a cruel joke that I would have three m/c after trying so hard to get pregnant. He was so kind. He kept saying he was sorry. Which made me feel bad and silly. He told me he wants me to try the Clomid again, and that there is no need to wait. I can start after my next AF, which I think I will. He said that I have two problems. One is infertility, which the Clomid took care of (I got PG with the first cycle). The second, is recurrent m/c. He said even though I have had three, I still have a 70% chance of having a normal pregnancy. So, as hard as this is going to be, I think I will have to give it another go. He also read the u/s report, and it appears that from the size of my ovaries, I ovulated from both at that cycle, which isn't uncommon with the Clomid. It made me excited, because I kind of wish I have twins, but also sad too, because what if I was PG with twins. In fact, last night I dreamt that I my twins died. 
He said that I am to take the Prometrium next time and also he will give me a 6 weeks and 9 weeks u/s just for my comfort. He said it was normal for me to stress when I become PG, just because of what I have gone through, and that it will have no affect on the pregnancy.
I felt bad for doing it, but the more I tried to stop, the more I cried. I told him how it feels like a cruel joke that I would have three m/c after trying so hard to get pregnant. He was so kind. He kept saying he was sorry. Which made me feel bad and silly. He told me he wants me to try the Clomid again, and that there is no need to wait. I can start after my next AF, which I think I will. He said that I have two problems. One is infertility, which the Clomid took care of (I got PG with the first cycle). The second, is recurrent m/c. He said even though I have had three, I still have a 70% chance of having a normal pregnancy. So, as hard as this is going to be, I think I will have to give it another go. He also read the u/s report, and it appears that from the size of my ovaries, I ovulated from both at that cycle, which isn't uncommon with the Clomid. It made me excited, because I kind of wish I have twins, but also sad too, because what if I was PG with twins. In fact, last night I dreamt that I my twins died. He said that I am to take the Prometrium next time and also he will give me a 6 weeks and 9 weeks u/s just for my comfort. He said it was normal for me to stress when I become PG, just because of what I have gone through, and that it will have no affect on the pregnancy.
for your next cycle xxx
