stuck in on new years eve?? join me on BnB ;)

[pinkish_angel]

well, Im gonna be stuck in unfortunately. Was thinking, for all those who are in the same boat as me.. maybe we could all have our own party on BnB LoL.

Its gonna be quite depressing for me I feel as I am now single.. I was with my daughters dad for 5 years so have never been alone on new years eve before. Last year I was working in the pub we ran.. this year Im gonna be stuck home, just me and my daughter . I cant even get my parents to babysit and go out cuz they book a party at a hotel every year (over 18's doo kinda thing with their mates). My daughters dad is now engaged to someone else so he will be out enjoyin himself and I will be the saddo stuck indoors watchin big ben and counting down the mins to 'hopefully a better 2009'. I always get kinda emotional on new years eve. This one is gonna 'kill' me so I am gonna try and make it fun for myself somehow.. make some party food for me and my girl.. etc etc. Still gonna be depressing though. How sad is that.. being on here on new years eve.. but I know I will be lolllll Just hope I aint the only one

 

[princessellie]

awww...thats crappy, i dont know wot im doing yet new years eve but i could well be joining u!!! its not like ive had a million requests for my presence yet haha...

xxx

 

[dizzy65]

awe i am sorry to hear that..