We hope it happens soon. It is just going to be challenging considering he is going to be gone a lot. You know what though no matter how long or how much he is away, I still love him more than anything. I always miss him very much and we need to extend our family. He has 2 kids of his own, and they are my family as well in my eyes, but I want my own baby so I can have the joy and happiness of being a mom. I understands when duty calls he has to leave, but it does suck. I wouldnt change what we have for anything, I wouldnt change my life at all. Im supporting him 110% while he goes to ranger school and then selections for SF(special forces) I want him to be happy with what he does and he has been wanting to do this for a long time. He has been in 10 yrs, we are 6yrs apart, but age dont matter to me and I feel we are perfect together. Sorry lates I had to say how I felt. I hoping it happens soon and i know he is too because we want a family together, most of all he doesnt want me alone when he is gone