Summer Peaches... going to be ripe in late July/early August!!

[molly85]

your not getting fatter misse little man is

 

[Mosnippy]

I'm back home phew!! As they won't admit me to medical ward with George , thank god an because I'm already on blood thinning injections I can come home an back tomorrow for scans
Stressed deluxe I am hoping to hell its nothing as I was told if I get another clot I'm on warfarin for life



an I was planning on going to my moms tomorrow as my granddaddy memorial Saturday so can't do that either

Aw misses hope he comes soon for you!

 

[molly85]

Graddaddy would prefer you checked over and safe hugs!

 

[kmbabycrazy]

Misse I hope something happens for you soon. Lily is doing brilliant on formula. She's sleeping between feeds and not fussing looking for more as she obviously wasn't getting what she needed from my breast. My boobs are sore and full and I know it's gonna get worse but she seems so much more content now.

Was actually able to cook tea and eat it, was able to put Toby to bed, and have managed to put 3 loads of washing on today. Safe to say I'm feeling a bit more like a person now and not a walking pair of boobs.

Going to tidy up the front room a bit as it's a state and then get LO sorted for a bath.

Mo glad you don't have to stay in. I can imagine how awful it would be. Sorry you can't go to your mum's as planned but hope everything is okay and it turns out to be nothing xx

 

[stardust599]

km well done you for persevering. sometimes BF isnt best if it doesnt work out. a happy and healthy mummy and baby are more important. my sister is very pro breastfeeding, bf her first 2 for over a year. her 3rd was born 2days after DS and this time she only managed a few days and has now apologised to me and realised it doesnt always work out.

DS is horrendous just now. has reflux and a milk allergy very badly. he has diarrhoea eczema projectie vomiting and is awful to feed - gulping choking and screaming then so upset afterwards we hwadbutting and scratching me. wont sleep longer than 15mins. hes aldo terrible during the night from 3am onwards with colicky wind pains and straining etc. not coping very well, PND has hit me hard again im angry tearful desperate etc. and have no friends really. and live too far from my family to visit everyday for support. OH just tells me to get control of myself. im angry that none of the docs have checked on me as had awful PND with DD and they let me down and kept passing me back.and forward to mental health team. and promised me theyd look after me and check on.me this time but nobody has chrcked in with me even once. so anxious i can barely function either n8

 

[molly85]

HUgs stardust GP's are crap at such things as are the HV's tehy just like ticking their boxes. Do you still have the mental helath teams number they should be able to get you signposted to the mum's team you'll need to chase it yourself (i'm part of a crisis team when not having babies and have had PND and antenatal depression so know roughly how your feeling and what a nightmare getting help can be). Ican't believe little ALex is so unwell having been part of 2 of of these groups on here in the last year they have both had a baby with similar gastric issues it's obviously not that uncommon so don't feel alone!

Ignore OH cry if you want we are here if you need us to rant to.

Big hugs KMB hope you get some sleep Mo too.

And Misse hope your contracting

 

[stardust599]

thank you. the pnd seems to have come on as anger and anxiety this time. im absolutely raging at the whole world and i know its completely unreasonable! OH gets the worst of it as i have to swallow it with the babies during the day and just explode at him when he comes home. he cant do anything righ!

and anxiety is awful i cant function with the panicky sick unable to breathe feeling and keep getting obsessive thoughts about cot death etc.

feel like i have lost DD too as she was the centre of my world before and now she gets zero attention from.me cos DS needs full attention. and im always telling her off because shes so.unhapoy and naughy. im sure she hates me. going to ask OH to have DS for a few hours at weekend so i can spend some times with macy.

last time i went through this i moved in with mum but she only has 2 besrooms so i cant now and feel very alone while OH is at work or football

cant believe its happened to me again. i tried so hard to keep myaelf relaxed and happy and rested and its hit me like a ton of bricks the past few days. and cant believe its my second refkux baby. we dont even see a paediatrician until the 17th and gp wont prescribe anything and ive been told not to go to a+e unless he is dehydrated or stops gaining weight. he eats all day everyday though so hes putting.on weight fine.

phew feels good to get that out xx

 

[Mosnippy]

Aw stardust huge hugs , dont have any advice as haven't been through that but have had depression I know support is so important an I to don't have any up here either hope you get the help you need an little one gets better

I manages to get 3 hours sleep had to do it with him lying next to me but I feel better for it

 

[misse04]

Hope things get sorted soon for you stardust

Glad formula is better KM and your ok Mos

Jo I'm not contracting now get mild ones every now and again for a while then they ofcorse disappear, I can't possible have any plug left the amount I've lost lol. Completely fed up and Connie is in a baaad mood this morning. Expecting a call from MW at some point today about being induced should be between Sunday and Tuesday .... Was starting to thinki wouldn't choose it but after wakin up in this mood I can't wait any longer. I'm shattered and cant sleep I'm so uncomfortable. Connie was 11 days late and this one is now 10, really cant believe he's still not here and on track fo being later than Connie... Seriously starting to wonder how big he's actually going to be!

 

[molly85]

Keep talking stardust! you've done reflux before so know all the tricks what formula is he on out of curiosity?

Aww misse wishing you an induction like mine minus the meconium. the monitor on the head makes labour far easier on you if you get that far I think it makes it less stressful on both of you even if the damn little thing won't come off.

Ya sleep for MO

 

[misse04]

Jo how was your labour haven't heard much apart from quick? Lol

Well I've been up hospital this afternoon being monitored because I had horrible pain in side of my stomach and very little movement, I didn't want to go but MW insisted... Anyway ofcorse the second the monitors were put on he moved more in 10 mins than he has done in the last 10 weeks lol and pains are contractions but I think is more painful cause that's where he's laying oops. So now home for more waiting around x

 

[misse04]

Oh and also been told to relax and lay on my side and have a bath for the pain... With a 13 month old running riot.. Not possible!

 

[molly85]

pah laying on side is not comfy

no one was very sure if I have a good pain threshold or if it didn't hurt horribly. I had back contractions and leg ones very little in the front so could push the pain out of my feet other wise it was all ver smooth and both times I have had foetal ejection or what ever it'scalled where you can't not push your body takes over it reduces the damage if your body just takes over. I was otherwise stoned on the gas lol

 

[misse04]

How long was it? I'm thinking I'm going to end up being induced and hoping it's not a long one.

 

[molly85]

had the pessary at 4 something proper contractions rather than mini ones started half an hour into monitoring I was 3-4cm by about 7.30 on delivery suit just after 8 waters popped as his heart beat was decelerating at about half 8 ( my kids hate being monitored and and don't like how i contract) the meconium could have been from the exams where they were poking his head about. he arrived by 9.15 with about 5 mins of pushing or ejecting lol

 

[misse04]

Ohh not bad. I've got no idea what to do anymore erggh

 

[molly85]

if conniesin bed put your feet up and ignore your bump. worrying over still being pg won't get him out earlier so may aswell enjoy having somewhere to balance a plate of biccys

 

[misse04]

Yep just been eating cocopops lol. I really cant get over it that he's not here yet. It was easier with no signs but all these stupid 'pains' and 'tightenings' that get quite bad... And my show yesterday..... It's getting me at it!

 

[molly85]

thetrace picked i had as suspected been contracting for weeks so probwould have popped naturally and it been quick

 

[stardust599]

I had minor contractions for weeks too they must have been doing something as the labour was amazingly quick too. Hindwaters started leaking on sun afternoon but no pains and was kept in hosp. 12.30pm on the Sun my sister came to visit and nade me.laugh and I felt a pop then a thud then started contracting majorly 1min apart. Was checked and 3cm then by 1.30 was 6cm ish. OH arrived at 2pm and DS was born at 2.18 after 5mins pushing.

DS is having a horrific night with reflux and tummy cramping. The psst 5 hours he has dozed off for 5mins on me then woke throwing his head back, screaming, straining etc and when he calms down.it starts again. He has finally fallen into a deep sleep so Ive just transferred him to basket but he shoukd be up around 2-3am for another feed and the fun starts all over again. Hes definately cows milk intolerant but GP wont prescribe hypo milk until the 17th when we see paed.

He is so congested he can barely breathe, rattly hoarse chest from refluxing, red eyes, eczema on his face, green poo with streaks of black mucous, gulping and choking on his feeds, screaming and arching his back and headbutting and clawing me when I try to wind him. Hiccups all the time. Constant spit up etc. His insides must be red raw I think he has CMPI with secondary reflux and delayed gastric emptying. Have done loadth of research on these as DD was the same.

I am so angry at the NHS. They let my DD down horrifically too and she was 8 and a half weeks before she got meds and a hypo milk but it was too late for her as she was in so much pain with feeding she had developed an aversion to the bottle and stopped gaining weight and the consultant wanted to hospitalise her and put an NG tube in. I syringe fe her an.ounce an hour for about 2months to avoid tube feeding. She refuses all.milk n as think she still associates it with pain although shes completely over everything.

With DD I took her to A+E many times and was sent away with nothing and it was blamed on my PND. We eventually got our referral when she went 24hours without drinking a drop.of milk and had stopped gaining weight. At least DS has been referred.

OH is being awful to.me. Too tired to go into it but I need a hug xx