Oh honey...I'm sorry. Is this your first m/c? I had one at 17- I was 10 weeks along. I, too, had a D&C (you'll bleed for about 2 weeks, btw). It is very devastating to have a m/c...but just so you know you are not alone. In fact, most women (if not all) go through at least one miscarriage in their lives. It doesn't mean that there is something wrong with you- and doesn't mean you can never carry. Chin up, dear....you'll get your
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eventually.
It took me 6 (almost 7!) more years before I got pregnant again. It will happen. I promise
Yeah this was my first pregnancy that unfortunately ended in a horrible way
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I had a early scan at 8 weeks (my picture) due to bleeding and they told me everything was fine, strong HB and everything. They never even kept track of that early scan I had! When I went in for my '12 week' scan on thursday, they obviously told me the bad news but couldn't tell me when baby died roughly because they never took measurements of baby at 8 weeks. Then I had a phone call yesterday saying they found my records and the baby would have died on the day of my 8 week scan or the very next day at the latest as there was no more progress from that moment on
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makes my heart break in two just knowing i was carrying around my baby for 4 weeks dead, yet we was so happy and looking forward to seeing him/her bouncing around at 12 weeks. I just don't know what to do because everyone says "live your life first" and it annoys me so much! don't get me wrong, i've been to my fair share of parties and partying holidays abroad. Some girls would do physically anything to have a good time but not get pregnant but i'm not like that. I'm more of a family/maternal girl, i adore my family to bits and that's just the way i want to be. My OH and baby WILL be the way i want to live my life, no matter how hard it is. So yeah we probably will try when my periods are back up and running, i'm definitely taking the vitamins though just so I know that the baby will have everything it needs from day one. You never know, i could of not had enough of something which could of made this all happen. Who knows
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xxx