but I hate moaning 
shows her face I am still clinging to the hope that I may get a BFP and each day I know that if I get AF I will be more disappointed than if I got her last Thursday when she was due (if I was back on my 28 day cycle)
Truly my last test was Friday which was CD29 and 16dpo and got a BFN so sat back and waited for AF.
Since then have had AF cramps on and off (and so strongly I have thought every time her she comes). Then the last 3 consecutive days I've had strong AF cramps from waking (approx 7am) till about 1pm then they disappear again plus CM all those 3 days as well with it being EWCM today.
I always used to be 28/29 days cycles but my BC was Mirena coil which totally stopped my periods but came off BC in March. Got a decent withdrawal bleed and this is cycle 1 since then. I had hoped I would go back to 28-29 day cycles but guess not
So at the moment I'm trying to get more patient and I swing between wondering if I'm going to get a BFP or just get AF and have longer cycles than before
I'm getting some hpts today and testing again tomorrow morning although expecting a BFN again as apart from the cramps I've got no other symptoms.
. I hate when AF plays stupid games like that. So annoying.Hi Macwooly!
I have heard that if you get cm/ewcm that there is a very strong chance that you could get a bfp. I have also read that it can feel like af cramps but then af never shows up. Besides, not all women get the high levels of the preg. hormone right away. Hoping this is month.
And by the way that's wot used to happen to me wen I was pregnant,my tests never showed positive for sometimes a week ESP wen pregnant with a boy,
O am all excited for u macwooly,don't forget to let us know Hun,
you are not preggo. Went back like that Monday and she said yes your are preggo. AF was like 2 weeks late.
Lets up we get a BFP this cycle.
