i'm so impatient i don't want to lose 2 months of trying i keep thinking if AF arrives by beginning of next week then baby would be due 1st half of Dec so even if i went overdue it should def be here by xmas which is good for my other 2 kids but if i wasn't sucessful in March and AF arrives end of March then that would mean if i was sucessful in April baby would be due begining of Jan and there would be a chance it could come a couple of weeks early and interupt xmas, i know i'm thinking way too far ahead but i want my other 2 to enjoy xmas without mummy been in hospital, so my plan is 1) i'm going to get a bfp this month 2) if not i'll have a bfp next month instead 3) if still no bfp i'll have a month off and start ttc again in may and 4) i really should stop obsessing and take each day and month as it comes. Its my day off work today i don't normally obsess this much it must be the hormones lol x