Hi everyone, this is my first post on here!
Congrats to everyone who has gotten their

& lots of

to those who are still waiting!
Today I am 12 dpo & I tested this morn with FRER & FMU -

boo!
I've had quite a few symptoms, but i'm not sure if AF is playing tricks on me or what! Pretty much the only definite symptom that ISN'T in my head (

) is that on 9 dpo when i wiped after doing a wizz, there was (TMI!) a big blob of EWCM on the t/p (about length & thickness of my pinky finger), & it was a light pinkish-brown colour, & when i looked closely i could see some tiny streaks of red blood in it. That day i got alot of EWCM but it was clear, & since then i've had tiny bits of EWCM on t/p after i wipe.
Some of my symptoms so far have been:
- I've been bloated since about 5 dpo, am not gassy & have been only a tiny bit constipated
- Started having lots of twinges & small pains in lower abdomen (in middle & in ovaries areas) & lower back since Ov. day
- from Ov. Day my CM started off lotiony, & has become mostly EWCM with a bit of lotiony to it now. CP has been high since Ov. Day
- Woke up too early on morning of 6 dpo cos i got about 4-5 sharp twinges in my uterus area, about 2-3 inches under my bellybutton & felt like pulling from the inside, then it went away, but i couldn't sleep after that
- Have had a stuffy nose from about 4-5 dpo, its a blocked & runny nose, somehow!

- started feeling a bit nauseous from 9 dpo, its like a slight feeling of carsickness, & is on & off
- my appetite has been weird, i've been off my food but when i actually make myself eat i end up eating it all & wanting more! Also been having a rumbling stomach since about 7 dpo, i eat 3 meals a day & some snacks & don't normally get rumbling, especially not at night like has been happening
- Since about 8 dpo been getting small pains & twinges in my BBs/sides of BBs/armpit areas, also inside my BBs, not heaps of pain & not that often, although starting from yesterday (11 dpo) my nipples started feeling really raw, like they had open wounds on the tips & i could feel them rubbing against the inside of my bra, ow!
This is only mine & DH's 2nd month of TTC, i was on the pill for 10 yrs, but got my first real period about a month after coming off the pill, & my 1st cycle was 30 days, today is 12 dpo & I thought i'd get a +ve test for sure, going off all my symptoms, but now i'm not sure if i am pg... what do you think, do i still have a chance this month?? I have to wait at least another 4 days to see if i'll get a visit from the

(hope not!

)