hi everyone-ive had a few days away from here and FB to try and get myself together a bit. my anxiety was getting quite bad and everytime i went for a browse on second tri there as another disaster and i was convincing myself itl happen to me.
I have decided im not looking anything up or reading anything other than this thread-although we do get a few bad thigns on here its mainly good and you ladies are the only real support network i have hwo understands where im coming from.
I was doing really well actually until this morning. MIL has ordered a cot-the reason being is wasin mamas and papas clearance in cheshire oaks it goes into a toddler bed and i think it has a drawer under it and a changing thing for the top- was £600 down to £100 so she rang me to say she was ordering one and will keep it at theirs what colour do i want? ummm no idea not seen it so it was between dark wood light wood or white- went for lightwood. i know why she ordered it as it was such a good deal but i did say is it not too early.
Rang my mum (who i dont get on with great but ok-i was raised with my sister by our grandparents- long story but i do see my mum etc) just to tell her we had one ordered so not to worry bout looking at them. she went off on this big rant at me thats shes already told me its bad luck and ive jinx it and itl be a waste of money and i shouldnt buy anything yet etc etc....its sjut put me right back to where i was ive not stopped crying since!!!!
enough of me tho (sorry for long rant) Betty- glad the clinic was ok and not good about the MW. Pink- not long til the scan now good on you for team yellow i think we will try and find out. Amelia- the LP thing can be a bit off as FF may log your OV a bit late- go for a chat with dr and see hwat he suggests theres a lot you can do to treat it if it is a problem so dont panic- main thing is u OV.
im sorry ive left a lot of people out- my head is still somewhere up my own behind! im glad the babies are doing well they seem to be growing so fast. kix im sure it wont be long now- sorry your feeling so fed up maybe you will be the same day as my friend- ive till no news on her yet and induced on sat if nothing!
xxxx
got my 16 wk MW today at 1-30