I have been feeling like crap all day. Taking down Christmas stuff and I feel exhausted even with the slightly activity. Feeling deflated and just want AF to get here already. I told myself I wouldn't get like this and would just be laid back about the whole thing. But here I am, worrying about it too much!

I thought of your post last night as I was stuck at a party until 4 AM because I couldn't find a ride back earlier than that...I felt so exhausted and so fed up with the TWW. Had a good cry about it, even. And the frustrating thing is that, like you, I really wanted to stay positive and relaxed about this, but it just felt impossible.
And then...I got lucky this morning with a

! I tested first after waking up with just a few hours' sleep, and I couldn't tell whether there was a line there and was really too tired to focus my eyes enough to tell. Slept a bit more, asked my husband if he could see something, he agreed it was too close to call so I decided to try again...and got a much clearer pink line.
It's so weird because on one hand I feel like "well, yeah...I already knew I was pregnant," but on the other hand it's totally surreal!
Nik, I hope you see your

really soon and we can be bump buddies. Fingers crossed that this is your cycle!! And to Haylee and the rest of the wonderful ladies on this thread, a very happy and healthy new year and of course lots of

!!