Heeeyyyyy everyone.....thought it was about time I got out of my fuggy head and chatted on here again, I haven't read through the thread yet but will catch up soon.
Had a pretty traumatic last week, won't go into too many details, but my PND took a turn for the worse, I've been a gibbering wreck all weekend. Chris didn't help matters by disappearing on Saturday for 24 hours, only to return home and tell me he was out with my ex best pal, who put me through hell last year, so needless to say that made it so much worse. I kicked him out yesterday, went totally mental, then when he went to leave I was in such a state he stayed. Thank god!!!!!!
So anyways, I'm putting that behind me, but gotta see the doc again tomorrow, they're talking about bipolar disorder - I bloody mentioned this to them years ago but they pooh-poohed me about it, but it really would explain my erratic behaviour, and tendencies to do very odd things at times lol God I feel like a nutter! The best thing about being pregnant was that I felt completely normal the whole time, but that's not the best solution methinks
On a good note though, Noah is doing amazingly
so I must be going right somewhere along the line. He's even slept from 7.30pm til 2.30am on Sat and Sunday nights, then 7.30 til 4(!!!)am last night. Thank god for a half decent sleep.
Hope you're all well, and don't mind me popping in and out like that!!! xx
