The Ramblers

[Scampie]

morning ladies!

I dont know how you cope wiyh all his coming and going jo. I hate not knowing where i stand. Think id of lost the plot by now x

Janie, your birth story simply reinforced my thoughts on your lack of sanity, haha! Only playing of course, but enjoying child birth...Nooooo, lol!

Im slowly going mad. Ive taken to dreaming about tinterweb mystery man now. Half of me hopes sat is a let down just so i can stop him floating round my head lol. Anyone know how to make stretchmarks and a flabby stomach dissapear in 4 days? Oh and make perky tits appear.

 

[Janiepops]

Surgery. That's the only way. So you're fucked. Bet you have the best time though, and you'll be even more smitten and we'll all get fed up with you talking about how great he is and disown you

You do know I'm only kidding lol xx

I really did enjoy giving birth. And yes, I am a freak.

 

[Dopeyjopey]

Gem - men don't give a shit about stretchmarks.

I need to have another baby. I really wanted to touch his head as he crowned but nooooooooo. stupid cervix.

Right. This might be long and a bit shocking but i promise it's the last i'll say on the matter! First, i need to explain that when i say kev has been using escapism, i actually mean he has been using a certain substance (think horse-play). Well last night i had the weirdest feeling as i was dropping off to sleep... FOB was there, in my room, and bent over to kiss me and A on the forehead. For a second i thought he might have pushed himself too far and that was him saying goodbye. But i felt so calmed by it that i realised it can't have been. For some unknown reason i then sent him a FB message with some einstein quotes in it (sad, i know. Bear with me - this does go somewhere!)

Half 4 he rang and asked if he could come over. I said yes, of course. He got here and i could hear him crying as he walked up the stairs and mentally prepared myself for him saying he was going back to C. Well. No. He kept saying he was sorry over and over that he loves me so much and all this had happened for a reason. He told me he had finally had a higher level trip and it showed him that i was right for him and wants to spend the rest of his life with me. As he came out of it the FB message came through which means he HAD come to see me when i felt him here. The quotes i sent all matched up to what he'd discovered in his trip. So he sent a message to C saying sorry she had got caught up in everything but he was thankful to her because she'd helped him see that he was meant to be with me. And here we are. My world is the right way up again!

That probably all sounds like a crock full of shit but it's impossible for me to put into words just how much we felt like one. I'm still going to tread carefully but we are going to take an excursion soon to wales, a hippy village that our friend's aunty lives in.

Sorry for the self indulgent post - i had to get it out!

 

[Dopeyjopey]

Oooh, has everyone got their secret santa thing now? Mine came the other day and is under my tree

 

[Missy86]

Morning

Jo Im pleased for you

Gem, If you find the answer to getting a toned tum tell me, Im getting a tummy tuck after my next baby

I hve dropped Rhys at nursery so till 2 o clock I can do what ever I want woohoo
Just watching last nights corrie

 

[Missy86]

I havent got mine yet but my post is being very slow

 

[Dopeyjopey]

Morning eliese. I bet it's lovely to have some baby free time!

 

[Missy86]

it is, whats happening when you go back to work Jo. Is A going to nursery.

Is FOB with you now

 

[Dopeyjopey]

Yeah i think he'll be with family one day and nursery the other days.

He is here physically, upstairs in bed. Not sure whether we are a couple or not but if we aren't we are definitely heading that way

 

[Scampie]

Haha, yes im fooked! I was thinking spray tan but i dont know where id even go to get it done. Never had one, lol. How much r they ne1 know? And whats the chances of me turning out orange, lol.

Im actually totally amazed that you arent all sick of me going on about him already. I genuinly try my hardest not to talk about him to much. I could talk about him 24/7 haha! We just had a long ass nap n i dreamed about him again. Only this time it was about finding pics of me on a porn site that he had put there, lol. If he turns up with a vid camera ill prepare to run!

I gathered you meant substances of some description. All i know is that ive said some rediculous shit when ive been off my tree. Lets just hope he was straight enough at the time to know that he really meant all that. I hope your little trip helps you sort things out. Make sure he doesnt take anything with him. Just use it as time for you to all be together to sort things out for u All

I think id still be sleeping if finn was at nursery

 

[Missy86]

You talk about him as much as you like Gem, I love a happy ending

 

[Dopeyjopey]

I think spray tans are about 30 quid you go quite orange but it fades when you shower. LMAO i bet he's just as worried that you'll turn up with love beads and strap ons

He was with it when we spoke. I know it sounds stupid but his eyes are back to how they were when we were together!

 

[Scampie]

Nah i get the eyes thing Jo. They tell alot more than words.

Thanks eliese! Im not sure how this is gonna pan out. Sat is kinda do or die i suppose. If it goes bad we probably wont talk anymore, and if it goes well...feck knows, lol.

Ive already informed him that ive put a strap on in my coat pocket ready to go and that i have a suitcase full of sex toys haha!

Im tempted to text him and just blurt out that i have stretch marks and saggy boobs, lol. He doesnt actually know i gave birth 6 months ago. He knows i have 2 kids, but knows nothing about their ages. Id just feel so much better if he was prepared lol. To be honest i dont think he gets laid much, so hes prob never seen a post baby belly, lol. What dya think...should i just throw it out there?

 

[Missy86]

I dont think there would be any harm in telling him, if hes a nice guy it will be fine

I hate my post baby belly, I will bet you £100 my belly is the worst out of all the ramblers.
Im feeling a bit sad today cos I keep having horrible dreams, last night I dreamt that Oh had the chance to shag someone really pretty with a nice arse instead of me and he did it

 

[Scampie]

Haha, lets play post your belly! Ok lets not, lol. Mines not pretty. All my stretch marks are really thinck. They also continue on from the stretch marks i had with sam, so the bottom is faded and silvery and the tops of them are red, lol. They are really long as well. Like a cm thick and about 10cm long on the big ones, then lots of little ones too.

 

[Scampie]

Those kind of dreams are really horrible arent they. Really vivid and you wake up feeling the pain

 

[Missy86]

the strech marks dont bother me its the fact it looks like my belly has melted.
im gonna put a pic up

 

[Scampie]

Ok ill take a pic of mine too

I just went to send it and sent it by accident after putting i have stretch marks and! So i had to send it again. The pain has hit him twice. Lets see if he replies :S Im scared!

 

[Missy86]

Here it is

 

[Scampie]

excuse non matching girl y fronts n bra, lol.

OMG I text him saying, ill feel better once ive got this out there...... He replied with, ill feel better once ive got this out there, i still wanna sex you up! Then used it as an oppotunity to ask for photos of my tits, hahahah! I wonder what hes really thinking, lol.