Things I cannot say out loud....

your getting all your Woe is you so.stfu! you got what you wanted everyone remembers your angel and is asking how your holding up!!! not ONE person has asked me how im holding up but i havent put up bitchy statuses telling people to go fuck themselves to get sympathy! not one of you so called friends have remembered its my babies birthday in heaven tomorrow and in all honesty im not coping he should be here opening presents with me his daddy and big brother.... but i forgot he means jack shit to you all because I never got ti hold him or cuddle him all I got was to.go.through the pain of labour and give birth to a little person the size of a thumb! so take your woe is me and shove it up your Arse
 
Rainbow big :hugs: to you & your family & floaty :kiss: to your angel. Happy birthday little one.
 
My new haircut makes me look like a fat Justin bieber. Suicide is the only option.... Although... Sineade o'connor is still cool right?
Fuck it!
If you want me I'm the one In the hat.
 
you made that child in to a selfish child who controls everything you do while you at the same time control what she does and causes war. She gets what she wants handed to her like none of us did them to say to me I dont understand her. I dont understand any of you. I go out of my way to bake her a cake and set up stuff because I wasnt able to afford anythinjg for her birthday on sunday and she didnt come near me that day. So where are you now when you are meant to be here? shopping as usual. I have been at this cake all day decorating it and its just sat there. You dont even come in for more than 5 mins at a time and use her as an excuse to leave when she hasnt even said a word. She was happy enough to sit there and now you use the excuse you dont want to upset her by not asking her if she wants to go! why dont you just leave her alone! if she wants to go let her say then! why not tell her I worked on this cake instead of taking her shopping buying her the world again to replace love. You didnt even do anything for her 18th same as my 18th. Why dont you as a family act as one? I make a deal out of my kids birthdays and I know you cant understand that but its once a year! why the hell not! now I am sat here as usual waiting on you and by the time you get here you will swan in, and then say "we have to go and get "our" dinner now making a deal out of the "our" bit looking down on me as if I am inconvenience you. I really shouldnt have bothered my ass she wont appreciate it she gets enough as it is and I cant afford it really. I wish I wasnt so nice.
 
Virus or whatever it is my little Pud has - piss off and leave her alone!

SIL - I don't care how much you "hint" that we can talk to you, I am not apologising to you that you are not godparent! If you didn't expect these things in the first place, you wouldn't be upset when they don't happen. We have not once told you that you would be godparent, so the expectation has come from you, not us.

To myself - stop secretly wishing you'll be made redundant. Yes you'll get to spend more time with Pud, but as you know you'll only have about £150 left in DH's wages once all the bills are paid, do you really want to be in that position? Especially as there are no jobs nearby for what you do. Be sensible.........
 
surprise surprise you sat in the car in a mood while I handed our parents your birthday cake i spent all after noon on and you wouldnt even say thank you when you where asked to. so ungrateful. I wont bother in future. I had a nice tea party planned and all set up for you and you ruined it.
 
Oh dragonfly that's terrible! You should have gone out and told her what a spoilt selfish little shit she is and taken your cake back!

Babyboo, it's not terrible wanting to spend more time with your baby, is there no way you could manage on less hours?

Dh- you've had three days off and the farthest we've been together is the petrol station! You can't get me used to going out on your days off then change it!
I know your car broke down but they're coming to collect it tomorrow when you're back at work, we could've gone out if you'd listened to me and called the garage I trust, waiting in for three days for three different mechanics (one twice!!) to come look at the engine and say "ive never seen one of these before, I can't fix it"
It's not that unusual a car! It just happens to be powered by the same kind of engine as a mini digger! In the end he rang the garage I told him to three days ago!
They have worked on it before, their response? "oh it's that little car! I love working on that car, it's fun" (he's a strange man but can fix anything)

Dh- when we're you gonna tell me that you booked driving lessons? I only found out coz I happened to be in the same room when you told your sister!

Sil- thanks for dropping me in it! Thanks for saying at the top of your voice "who hid a big bag of malteasers under the tea towels?
Now I have to share them with dh!
 
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My Mother's Day present :cloud9: :yipee: I love DH and Buggie :)
 
Oh dragonfly that's terrible! You should have gone out and told her what a spoilt selfish little shit she is and taken your cake back!
!

My mum makes excuses for her and wont let any one say a bad word about her. Yet everyone can slag me off including my mum who does nothing but roll her eyes and call me names to family members. I was told I didnt understand her condition, she sticks up for my brother to yet he leaches off them. Perhaps I should be selfish, nasty, and ungrateful like my siblings and when birthdays roll along ignore them like I get ignored. For I just am fed up making an effort now. I cant afford to make efforts I have to sacrifice stuff i needed to please others that dont care. I wish I could have made my aunt a cake last week but she told me to save the money just pissed the cake went to my sis. My dad said it was nice, he does show effort and is grateful but I feel tries to make up for the rest, I know my mum will just pick over the cake finding fault and question what type of sugar or whatever i use. From seeing that as a child I learned how to be grateful would you believe. :nope:
 
Sil- thanks for dropping me in it! Thanks for saying at the top of your voice "who hid a big bag of malteasers under the tea towels?
Now I have to share them with dh!

:dohh: Come on... really? I can totally see my SIL doing this though.
 
Nice mothers day present

To Maria: its great that you went to bed without booby but I feel a little sad at the prospect of our booby journey ending now
 

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