Things I cannot say out loud....

[Natsku]

Thanks but dunno how I could manage by myself

 

[Ozzieshunni]

You will Has your OH tried to contact you? Can I ask what he did that made you leave?

 

[Natsku]

He hasn't tried to contact me but his dad spoke to him and he apparently sends greetings.
He was angry and throwing things around and something hit Maria

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Eeeeep, that's a surefire relationship killer right there

 

[Natsku]

Yeah that was the last straw.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

You could probably get custody of Maria based off that and go back to the UK, if you wanted.

 

[Natsku]

Maybe, I dunno, I wouldn't want to stop him seeing her, he loves her and I know he didn't mean to hit her.

 

[Lettuce]

God nats hope you get the result you want, but maybe just the stress making it late? Plus travelling etc?
You've done the right thing, you will survive and do well.
It's good of you to want Maria to see him, but please, look after yourself too, you need and deserve support.

 

[BrokenfoREVer]

Nats you've done the right thing for you & Maria. Just be strong, you'll get through this. We're all with you in spirit & we're here for you to talk to

 

[tanya]

Aw nats I'm sorry to hear it. You're probably late from the stress, try and get a test sorted tho coz the extra stress from worrying about that wont be helping you or Maria. I would say to try and get back to the uk, you're going to need support and family round you to help even if you aren't pregnant and you've said before that you aren't good with the language barrier there.
You wouldn't be taking Maria away her dad can still see her he will just have to travel.
Hope you are ok x

 

[Natsku]

I just wanna do whats best for Maria I don't think England is such a good place to grow up, the schools are so bad compared to here. But it would be nice to be around my family.

 

[Fergie]

I just wanna do whats best for Maria I don't think England is such a good place to grow up, the schools are so bad compared to here. But it would be nice to be around my family.

So true about the schooling. If i had my way Kayleigh would be schooled in Sweden ... but that's a bit far for the school run , so we've decided to send her to a private school. We are in no way, shape or form well off but i want her to have better choices than i did and you only get that through a good education or by winning the lotto .

Whatever you decide Maria will be happy cause your her mummy .

 

[Natsku]

I want Maria to get a good education and win the lotto so she can buy me a house.

BFN by the way. Feel disappointed

 

[Lettuce]

about the bfn.
Yeah,a bright kid like maria deserves a really good education! I'm thinkin of sending Jen to the looking Gaelic school, as it gets excellent results.

 

[Emmy1987]

Nats

To my living room - decorate yourself already!!

 

[Lettuce]

Stop fricking pinching me!!!!! It bloody hurts.
Can't say out loud as I'm nursing her to sleep....

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Alex is pinching now too! It does bloody hurt! I'm a frickin' pacifier just now cause he's teething OUCHIES!

 

[Natsku]

I miss Maria biting my boobies Its weird not breastfeeding anymore

 

[Cupkake.Luver]

To my muscle...

I know...I pulled you by accident, but can you PLEASE STOP HURTING?! I can't even concentrate on work.

 

[Lettuce]

Oouhhh, so "when you moan I don't particularly like being around you." Oh fuck off then. I've had 4 hours broken sleep, spent the day pacifying a grumpy ill teething daughter, made your dinner, bathed her, cleaned it all up while you sat doing your uni work. I admitted today I was so frustrated last night that I had to walk away from Jen, that I wasn't sure I actually loved her or bonded with her properly. And that's what you say. Great. Thanks. No wonder I feel like crap.