want2bmum11
Mummy to 1 DS
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Sorry for the title, but was told on the 5th Jan that I had a missed miscarriage (around 6 weeks). Thought I had passed naturally on the 7/8 Jan, only to be told at a scan on the 13th that I hadn't. Cue medical management and all thinking that I had finally miscarried and could move on. Scan on the 3rd Feb confirmed that in fact it was incomplete. Told to go back in 3 weeks (tomorrow) with the hope that I would have a period and pass the rest. Have had said period, but just can't hope that it is gone, so an fearing that surgery will be the route tomorrow.
To make the situation a bit more shit it was an IVF pregnancy (first try) after unexplained secondary fertility for 3 years.
I just want to move on and be able to try again, but feel like I am stuck in some awful nightmare that won't end. The longer it goes on for, the more terrified I become about even trying again, knowing that this is a possible outcome.
Not sure why I am posting - think I am just venting. I just don't know how much more I can take.
To make the situation a bit more shit it was an IVF pregnancy (first try) after unexplained secondary fertility for 3 years.
I just want to move on and be able to try again, but feel like I am stuck in some awful nightmare that won't end. The longer it goes on for, the more terrified I become about even trying again, knowing that this is a possible outcome.
Not sure why I am posting - think I am just venting. I just don't know how much more I can take.