Morning Girlies
Gotta say it is nice though, starting off the work week without a Monday.
So my bleeding has stopped I guess, none when I wiped this morning. Lastnight's never got super bad (but I guess I wouldn't know bc when it happens, I run to bed, sit and won't move for hours.. wouldn't you?!!) so I don't know if I should try and go back to the ER. I am calling my OB now, but I like the day I have scheduled since I want to go as late as possible this week since I'm hoping for a heartbeat. I just feel like I need to know the answer to why I'm bleeding and they keep saying they can't find it. So hopefully I get answers soon. I am VERY happy I feel horribly nauseous and threw up for a half an hour this morning before work. It is reassuring. I feel like hell, just like w/ Jaxon. I am also scared there is a placenta problem or something, I've been reading up for ANY causes of early pregnancy bleeding, and it seems that is a common one and I am afraid they might put me on bedrest :/ I mean GREAT, but I need to work to pay the bills. So a bit scary.
Soooooooooo just a drinking my pregnancy tea, hoping it fixes all my problems. LOL. My life.
But to all you CD1ers out there- just know that the stresses do not end with those 2 lines!!! Don't get me wrong I am SO thankful, but there is such a long road ahead of you all (AND TRUST ME, WE AREN'T GOING ANYWHERE!
) so enjoy being able to HAVE THAT GLASS OF WINE or ya know, WAKE UP without wanting to DIE (lol, or pretty close!
) because I so wish I could. I am so excited to see what happens with you new Softcuppers, Amanda's SA, and Cassidy sticking with temping and all that good stuff! We should be in for another lucky month. So KEEP YOUR CHINS UP and let's TTC!
Love you girls